Wednesday, March 12, 2008
"Kristen" Speaks-"What Destroys Me, Strengthens Me."
OsisSpeaks has the scoop on the real identity of Kristen, the call girl who brought down Elliot Spitzer. Her real name is Ashley Alexandra Dupre. The picture above is of her, taken from her MySpace Profile.
It's good to remember, when something like this happens, there is actually another human being involved, besides Spitzer and his family, friends, and colleagues. Lest we forget, they usually tend to be nameless personages that often never see the light of day. In fact, they are people with dreams and desires. I will let her profile description speak for itself-and for her.
Beginning of MySpace Profile Description:
About Ashley Alexandra Dupré
I am all about my music, and my music is all about me… It flows from what I’ve been through, what I’ve seen and how I feel. I live in New York and am on top of the world. Been here since 2004 and I love this city, I love my life here. But, my path has not been easy. When I was 17, I left home. It was my decision and I’ve never looked back. Left my hometown. Left a broken family. Left abuse. Left an older brother who had already split. Left and learned what it was like to have everything, and lose it, again and again. Learned what it was like to wake up one day and have the people you care about most gone. I have been alone. I have abused drugs. I have been broke and homeless. But, I survived, on my own. I am here, in NY because of my music. It started when I moved in with a musician during my odyssey to New York. One day, I was in the shower singing “respect.” He and his lead guitarist burst in, had me repeat it and it started. We wrote, rehearsed and toured. After recording a bit with them, I decided to move to Manhattan to pursue my music career. I spent the first two years getting to know the music scene, networking in clubs and connecting with the industry. Now, it’s all about my music. It’s all about expressing me. I can sit here now, and knowingly tell you that life’s hard sometimes. But, I made it. I’m still here and I love who I am. If I never went through the hard times, I would not be able to appreciate the good ones. Cliché, yes, but I know it’s true. I have experienced just how hard it can be. I can honestly tell you to never dwell on the past, but build from it and keep moving forward. Don’t let anyone hold you back or tell you that you can’t…because you can. I didn’t and here I am, just listen to it…. What we Want is my latest track. It’s really about trust, something my past has made very difficult for me to feel. This one was inspired by a guy, who taught me not to confuse my dreams with the sounds of the city…I hope you like it.
End of MySpace Profile Description
So then, she is a would-be musician. She also made a blog entry, a part of which I also copied here. It, too, is very interesting, and somewhat prophetic, as follows:
Surround yourself around people that are making moves, and doing what "they want and love" with their lives, positive energy...thats what life is all about...living. Because if you dont, misery loves company, they will only try to bring you down with them...but the question is, are you strong enough, to not let that happen?
Its hard to see if you let it get to that point...
...and then from all those answers you have to decide if that person is worthy of being a part of "your" life....because it is your life, your show...you decide who you want the characters to be...not the other way around. Every person is different, every person has their voice...can you recognize your voice, listen to it, and stick up for it??
Quid Pro Ho-The Heartwarming Story Of Elliot Spitzer
It's so much fun to gloat when an asshole like Spitzer gets his just desserts. Here's a guy who made a name for himself as a fighter of corruption, but like so many of these bastards, he seems to have been projecting the whole time. That's no big surprise to me. There is something wrong with a guy that wastes time and taxpayers money going after people for what is considered ordinary, everyday business practices as though he were prosecuting Nazi war criminals. This happened to be the case with many if not most of the Wall Street people he targeted. And then there was Don Imus, whom Spitzer targeted for allegedly using his ranch, registered as a charity, as a vacation home. Never mind that in the meantime he helped numerous children dying from cancer, and their families. Hell, he actually stayed a week or two at the place when there were no kids there, so he's guilty of some crime?
In the meantime, this sanctimonious piece of shit happens to have violated the Mann Act by crossing state lines for purpose of engaging the services of a prostitute. If he is charged and tried as zealously as he went after people whose violations were not nearly as brazen, and in fact were even sometimes rather vague, he could be sentenced, if convicted, to up to twenty years in a FEDERAL penitentiary.
Unfortunately, The Emperor's Club web-site has been taken down, but The Smoking Gun has a reproduction of some pages, which rated the girls with diamonds, ranging from three to seven. Spitzer paid a little over four thousand dollars for roughly four hours, so he evidently seems to have availed the services of a "three diamond" girl (one thousand dollars an hour)-the cheapskate.
The girl, given the code name "Kristen" in documents, evidently had no complaints about her time with "Number 9", as he was referred to, though he evidently liked to engage in unusual practices a good many girls might not consider safe.
So, how did he get caught? You can read all about it here. It seems like a bank recorded some "suspicious transaction" in which Spitzer transferred sums of money to what turned out to be shell or dummy corporations. At first, it was assumed to be a mere financial or perhaps political skullduggery, and so the Feds got permission to track where the money went to, which led them to The Emperor[s Club. They proceeded to get permission to wire tap the owners and operators of the club, and the truth was revealed. So, it's not like Spitzer has been set up for political purposes. He did it to himself.
Here's the original story from the New York Times. He is done. It is worth noting that Spitzer is a Super Delegate to this year's Democratic Convention, and is a supporter of Hillary Clinton.
Hmmmmmm-I just wonder what other powerful, wealthy clients have enjoyed the discreet services of the Emperor's Club.
In the meantime, this sanctimonious piece of shit happens to have violated the Mann Act by crossing state lines for purpose of engaging the services of a prostitute. If he is charged and tried as zealously as he went after people whose violations were not nearly as brazen, and in fact were even sometimes rather vague, he could be sentenced, if convicted, to up to twenty years in a FEDERAL penitentiary.
Unfortunately, The Emperor's Club web-site has been taken down, but The Smoking Gun has a reproduction of some pages, which rated the girls with diamonds, ranging from three to seven. Spitzer paid a little over four thousand dollars for roughly four hours, so he evidently seems to have availed the services of a "three diamond" girl (one thousand dollars an hour)-the cheapskate.
The girl, given the code name "Kristen" in documents, evidently had no complaints about her time with "Number 9", as he was referred to, though he evidently liked to engage in unusual practices a good many girls might not consider safe.
So, how did he get caught? You can read all about it here. It seems like a bank recorded some "suspicious transaction" in which Spitzer transferred sums of money to what turned out to be shell or dummy corporations. At first, it was assumed to be a mere financial or perhaps political skullduggery, and so the Feds got permission to track where the money went to, which led them to The Emperor[s Club. They proceeded to get permission to wire tap the owners and operators of the club, and the truth was revealed. So, it's not like Spitzer has been set up for political purposes. He did it to himself.
Here's the original story from the New York Times. He is done. It is worth noting that Spitzer is a Super Delegate to this year's Democratic Convention, and is a supporter of Hillary Clinton.
Hmmmmmm-I just wonder what other powerful, wealthy clients have enjoyed the discreet services of the Emperor's Club.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Love Her If You Dare
Hollywood is shocked-shocked, I say-over the news that Oscar winner Marion Cotillard, who won for her portrayal of singer Edith Piaf in the film LaVie En Rose, is evidently a 9/11 conspiracy theory nut. Had hey known, they might not have given her the award, according to Hollywood insiders.
True, Ms. Cotillard has probably been brainwashed, having derived most of her information from the French-Euro leftist press. She deserves some understanding, perhaps, and besides, she is doubtless deserving of the award on the artistic merits of her performance.
Still, it is easy to see why the Hollywood elites might well be disturbed at these revelations. After all, your typical Oscar winner tends to be true-blue, red-blooded, patriotic Americans. If of foreign extraction, they tend to be unabashed lovers and supporters of the land of the free and the home of the brave. Just look at past Award winner Michael Moore, pictured here proudly waving the American flag.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Radu-Chapter XXXVIII (A Novel by Patrick Kelley)
Previous Installments-
Part One
Prologue and Chapters I-X
Part Two
Chapter XI
Chapter XII
Chapter XIII
Chapter XIV
Chapter XV
Chapter XVI
Chapter XVII
Chapter XVIII
Chapter XIX
Chapter XX
Chapter XXI
Chapter XXII
PartThree
Chapter XXIII
Chapter XXIV
Chapter XXV
Chapter XXVI
Chapter XXVII
Chapter XXVIII
Chapter XXIX
Chapter XXX
Chapter XXXI
Chapter XXXII
Chapter XXXIII
Chapter XXXIV
Chapter XXXV
Chapter XXXVI
Chapter XXXVII
Radu-Chapter XXXVIII (A Novel by Patrick Kelley)
9 pages approximate
Raven watched the long haired bearded man, talking on the phone and laughing. She could hear what he said, but though his words and the sound of his voice seemed familiar, she struggled to comprehend the meaning of his words. He had a name. It was Gary. She knew him, and wondered if he remembered her. She only remembered one thing for sure. She never liked him. He was mean to her, back in some long ago distant past, a past she struggled to remember, when she was but a small girl. He would come into her room and do things to her. She did not like the things he did, but he did them anyway, and when he was finished, he would threaten her. She remembered telling the older woman one day, but the woman became angry with her, and even hit her.
The man was older now, but Raven knew it was he. The more she watched him, through his partially open curtains, the more she started to remember, and the angrier she became. She wondered how she would get to him in time. If she busted through the window, he would probably be able to get away, or perhaps someone would come to help him. Yet, she could not get through the door in time either.
She walked up to the door. She raised her hand, but she hesitated. She finally knocked on the door, and then she turned her back to the door. It opened, somewhat quicker than she thought it would.
“Yeah, what can I do for you?” he asked. She knew he would answer the door once he saw it was a female. She turned to face him, and he became suddenly rigid, his eyes wide with fear.
“What the hell? Who are you?” Either he did not recognize her, or it had not yet dawned on him exactly who she was. She always got that reaction when she went to the homes of people she knew. People acted as if she should not be there, for some reason. They would act shocked, and then afraid. Most of the time, they acted as if they did not know exactly what to say. A few times, they actually ran away from her. Most of the time, however, they were unable to do so. This made her happy, because she was hungry and needed food, like now. Raven was always hungry. Now, Gary suddenly, through his squinting eyes, seemed to recognize her.
“Raven? What in the hell? I thought you were dead. This can’t be for real.”
She shot out her arm in the space of a heartbeat, giving no thought to the sudden vise-like grip she exerted on the man’s throat, until she flung him back. She advanced towards him, laughing hatefully.
“What-do you want?” he asked fearfully from the spot on the floor onto which she flung him. She did so as though he were weightless, yet he weighed more than two-hundred pounds.
“I-need-you”, she said with a hideous, sadistic snarl. She smiled as she advanced toward the crumpled, trembling figure.
“Your mother-she’s upstairs. She’s sick. She’s probably calling the cops right now. Your brother will be-coming home-in just a few minutes. Please, Raven, you don’t want to do this.”
She cocked her head and gazed at him suspiciously. Most of the time, they merely screamed and begged. This one, however, was tricky. He was not to be trusted. She lowered her face down on top of the terrified man’s crotch, and bit deeply, as he screamed in tormented agony. Then, she rose. That would keep him in place for a while, she reasoned, as she crept up the stairs. When she made it to the big bedroom at the end of the hall, she could hear the weak yet frantic voice of the woman she recognized as the one who was supposed to be her mother, married for years to the abusive step-father who lay helpless on the floor downstairs. She looked inside and saw that she talked frantically on the phone. She had to move fast. The woman screamed as Raven pounced. She ripped open the woman’s nightgown and tore off her dirty, sweaty bra. She looked at her and laughed with a snarl as the blood and gore from her earlier conquest dripped from her mouth.
“Ra-Raven,” her mother said in trembling terror.
“Mommy,” raven said with delighted savagery, and bit fiercely into first one breast, flinging her head from side to side as she bit deeply, then moving to the other breast. She could barely hear the frantic footsteps bounding up the stairs. She recognized the sound of his stride. She could smell him.
“Raven, for God’s sake we have to get out of here.” Raven turned and growled as James Berry stood there, at the door, urging her to follow him.
“I just heard over police dispatch, your mother called the cops before you got to her. Come on, we have to leave.”
Raven looked toward the form of the now dead woman that lay upon the bed. She growled, but she followed. She knew she had to trust this man. He angered her, yet he watched out for her, and protected her. She had to do what he told her. They hurried down the steps. Gary lay there, groaning and begging for help.
“Oh now shit!” Berry said, annoyed Raven had so far left this one victim alive. He knew a bullet wound under the circumstances would look suspicious, but before he could think of what to do, Raven pounced once more on the man and finished him off as she bit deeply into his throat.
“Good, now let’s get the hell out of here,” he said commandingly.
They managed to leave well before the police finally arrived, and soon they were home. The sun would rise in just a couple of hours, and James knew he had to make preparations. He only had so little time in which to work. Therefore, he ran a hot bath. Raven watched him in terror. She knew what was coming. He would insist that she get inside the hot, sickening water, with the awful smelling soap. He would bathe her, as he always did, as if she was a little child, a helpless infant. She hated it, but knew it was for some reason required of her.
She shivered in terror when he motioned for her, and as she entered the bath, she whimpered. Then, she moaned loudly, and cried.
“You’ll never get used to this, I know Raven,” he said consolingly. “We have to do this though. You do know that, don’t you?”
She cried and growled as he washed her thoroughly. He lathered her hair and washed her from head to toe. She growled a warning when he washed her vagina, but he continued. Finally, he stood her under the shower and rinsed her off as she screamed loudly, as though she were dying.
He finally dried her off, and she continued to whimper and cry, but then she started to smile.
“There, that’s better. You feel better now, don’t you? You almost look human again. You almost look like a real, living, breathing human being.”
After he dressed her, she followed him down into the basement lounge. He opened a Samuel Adams and drunk, while she watched him from a nearby lounge chair. She almost even looked pretty, he thought, as he sat on the recliner listening to an old Pink Floyd tape to which she herself seemed oblivious. She walked up to him and, kneeling by the side of his lounge chair, she laid her head on his arm.
When the phone rang, he answered quickly. He did not want to disturb her, but she seemed almost unaware of anything and everything.
“What the hell is going on over there?” Toby asked him. “Where the shit is you?”
“I thought I told you to never call me on this phone,” Berry reminded him. “What do you want?”
“Are you serious?” Toby demanded. “Do you know what is going on? People are dying all over the place, dropping like flies. How long do you think The Man is going to be able to keep a lid on this shit? I been watching the news, and there’s been outbreaks of all kinds of different diseases, all over the place-in Bethesda, Annapolis, Wheeling, Louisville, Cincinnati, Cleveland, Indianapolis, all the way to New Orleans, and God only knows where else. You want to take a good guess where they’re saying the shit originated from?”
“Oh, I don’t know, would it be Baltimore?”
“Seventeenth Street, to be exact,” he replied. “They’ve got the whole hood shut down and quarantined, and a bunch of other places in different cities too. It’s starting to make waves. So what in the hell do you have to say, man? I made it out of there just in time. Now here I am with the guys holed up in this fucked up little cabin out in the middle of nowhere.”
“Toby-listen close and good”, Berry said. “Count your blessings. It should not be that much longer, maybe a year, two at the most. Just make sure you keep the place straightened up. I don’t want it to look like Seventeenth Street when I go up there, so tell Merc and the guys to lay off the graffiti, and make sure those bodies are taken care of.”
“What the fuck?”
“Look, I got to go. Like I said, whenever you call me, call me on my other phone. You got that?”
“Now look, motherfucker,” Toby shouted, but before he could continue, Berry terminated the call and turned off the ringer.
He no sooner did so than Raven raised her head and growled in a low, guttural tone that Berry came to associate with sudden, unexpected danger.
“It’s all right, Raven, it was just”-
Raven rose, however, and back away from Berry as she stared past him, growling more loudly as she snarled and barred her teeth. He looked over in the direction in which she stared while standing riveted to one spot, her body tensed even more than was usually the case. At first, he saw nothing but a vaguely human shadow that gradually took on the substantive form of Marlowe Krovell, his green eyes shining like two hellish emeralds.
“What are you doing here?”
“Now this is a very touching scene,” Marlowe said sarcastically. “Has she said her prayers yet?”
“You should have waited,” Berry said. “You know you upset her.”
“Ahhhhh,” Marlowe replied. “How thoughtless of me.”
He approached the reanimated corpse of the tortured female, who growled a desperate warning for Marlowe to keep his distance. He kept his eyes peeled on her, however, and Raven slowly began whining, and then cringed as she backed away, though daring not to turn her back.
“Better not run, Raven,” Marlowe said. “It will be daylight soon, and you know what the sun rays do to your complexion. Me, I came prepared. My, but how I could have used sunscreen back in the day.”
Berry rose and approached Raven, who whimpered and made a futile attempt to hide while crouching beside him.
“Come on, Raven, I’ll see you to bed,” Berry said.
He led her to an adjoining room in the basement, where he opened a hidden trap door, which led to a long unused root cellar, the one where years ago he hid the body of his murdered wife before transplanting her carcass to the yard outside. He blessed Raven and uttered a quick prayer. He told her to have faith.
“Everything will be all right,” he said, as he handed her a dark cloth. “When you awaken tomorrow night, if I am not here, then this will lead you to me.”
He looked at her sadly then, as her eyes began to glaze.
“It will lead you to where you need to go,” he said, and she opened her eyes and smiled.
She took the cloth and fumbled with it as she held it up against her face. The exhaustion was now beginning to overtake her, taking precedence in fact over her fears. He prayed his regular nightly prayers, asking the Lord for protection over her.
“Watch over her this night, Lord God, and guide her and strengthen her, forgiving her for her sins in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ-amen.”
By the time he finished she was already asleep. He closed back the door and covered it with the throw rug.
“You are unbelievable,” Marlowe said. “Do you really imagine that is going to do her any good? Knock, knock, James-there really is nobody there, you know.”
“As long as she does what you want her to do, why should you care?” Berry asked. Marlowe looked at him in amazement.
“You have become too attached to her,” he said. “Do I have to remind you of who she was, of the things she did when she was alive-I mean really alive?”
“Anybody can change, with the Lord’s help,” Berry said, but he spoke weakly, and Marlowe noted he was himself pale and shaky.
“Just make sure she does what she is supposed to do,” he said. “You know, James, you really don’t look good.”
He stepped closer to the beleaguered and tortured detective, and gazed at him with a sarcastic smirk.
“You really don’t look good at all.”
Marlowe suddenly vanished, and it was as though he was never there save for the lingering scent of death, much different from the one exuded by Raven to which he had by now grown accustomed.
The sun would soon arise, and he had much to do this day. He almost stumbled out the door as he made his way to the car. Marlowe war right, after all. He did not feel well. Perhaps it was nerves, coupled with exhaustion. He had not really had a good nights sleep in many a night. He took way too many catnaps though the day, and they only made him feel worse when he awoke from them. The past two years seemed finally to be catching up to him.
He then remembered-the phone. He had to make another call, and he could not make it over his listed one, or his known cell phone. He made his way back up to the lockbox in his bedroom closet, cursing Toby as he went for being so stupid as to call him on the cell number he should have known by now not to call. He then cursed himself for allowing Toby even to have that number to begin with, as he looked at himself in the bedroom mirror. He looked like hell, he decided.
He made his way into the bathroom and rinsed his face. His eyes were so bloodshot he looked as though he had been on a weeklong drunk. He made it back to his car, got in, started it up, and left the driveway. As he did so, he made note of the van parked just four doors down the street from him, and across. Yes, indeed, he realized, today would be the day. He considered waving as he went by, but decided against it. He drove on, and wondered absently if they bugged his car. He decided that was wholly unlikely, and dialed the number. She answered quickly-a little too quickly.
“How are the kids, Geraldine?” he asked.
“They’re pissed!” she answered. “How in the hell do you think they are? I’m not thrilled either. Sitka? Really, James”-
“Well, it can’t be helped. When you get there, there is a house waiting for you, and there will be somebody there to take you to it. You will find everything there you need, including medicines-especially penicillin and other things that will protect you against these outbreaks that are going to only get worse as time goes by. They won’t be that bad up there, but you need to take every precaution.”
“So how in the hell do you know all this, James?” the woman asked. “What exactly is going on?”
As he drove closer to his destination, he found himself suddenly too weak to be agitated at her. Still, he had to make sure she understood exactly what was at stake.
‘Look, have I ever let you down? If not for me, you would be either in prison or on lifetime parole for killing your husband. Well, things are going to be shaken up here in a few days, a couple of weeks at most. Somebody could very likely be heading to Colorado as we speak. My former partner is suspicious of me. Quite frankly, I think he’s suspicious of you as well.”
“We’re leaving tonight, James. I just hope the new identities you got us will do the trick, and I hope the kids can learn to cope with this change. This is a lot to put on your kids, James.”
“Just tell them I love them and I’ll see them soon,” he said. “If I don’t call you later on tonight, just-well, you know what to do.”
“Now you’ve really got me worried’, she said. “I’ve never heard you sounding like this before.”
They talked for a few minutes more as Berry tried to tell the former Geraldine Malone, whom he long ago saved from imprisonment by setting her up in Colorado under the identity of his supposedly separated wife, that everything was going to be fine as long as she followed the plan and made sure the kids did their part.
“By the time a couple of years have gone by, it will all be over. Everybody will be home free, and can start a new life. No more hiding, no more looking over our shoulders-no more constant worry and guilt. You just have to hold on for that long. Then, everything will be different. I can’t tell you any more than that right now, but you’ll see.”
He finally ended the call as he made his way to a deep ravine over the border into West Virginia. He opened the trunk of his car and extracted the skeletal remains of his wife, dead now more than eight years. He crossed himself and then he lifted them out of the trunk, and walked with them over to the ravine.
“Like you always used to tell me, Frieda,” he said. “This is the end.”
It was so incredible how it all worked out. Doris was also dead, and Marnie too. Voroslav, with whom he became involved after fucking both his wife and his daughter, fed himself a bullet. Phillip Khoska did likewise and clung to life by a thread. He had ridden along with them all, feeding them information while acting as a liaison between them, the mob, and the Seventeenth Pulse, who thanks to Grace he had embedded himself within while ostensibly investigating them. He liked to think that his services had been invaluable, and the death of his wife, while regrettable, was nevertheless an acceptable casualty. If only she had not come at him with that butcher knife, how different things might have been. The throwing of the vases he could overlook. Nevertheless, that final assault changed his life forever. He did not like where she seemed to be going with that butcher knife. He grabbed her wrists, flung her around, and suddenly the knife was in her abdomen.
Luckily, she only had four living relatives, only one of whom-her mother-gave a damn. He used her blood pressure against her, and she died a relatively quick and merciful death before she or anyone else ever knew his wife was no longer with him.
Eight long years passed, many of them spent explaining to his oldest son that his mother just had problems she needed to work out. After four years, his mother would of course come back into his and the other children’s lives, looking remarkably similar, albeit different in some ways, notably the extra fifty or so pounds. Now, it was nearing the end of a road that took many unexpected twists and turns. That was to say the least. He took one final look at the mummified remains, said ten Hail Mary’s, and tossed them into the overgrowth. He stood beside the road and prayed. He had one more thing he had to do, and so he made his way to Saint Anne’s Cathedral. He had an appointment with Father Chuck, and needed to see him before he began his morning mass.
The Priest was yet distraught over the deaths that had visited so many of his parishioners. There were the Dooley’s who had lost a precious son, newly baptized and consecrated, to the ravages of a wild vulture. Then, of course, there were the Chou’s, who lost a beautiful if troubled sixteen year old daughter in a way that was equally terrible, perhaps even more so. Father Chuck always wanted to keep a line in at the department, and James was his man, more so than the Baltimore chaplaincy. James kept him informed on many vital areas of interest, and the Priest appreciated his endeavors. James had always wanted to make a difference, to be more than just a faithfully attending parishioner. He wanted to contribute to the laity of the church, perhaps along the lines of a third order, one devoted to reaching out to the criminals, even the criminally insane. He visited prisons in his spare time, and psychiatric wards, distributing as he did the word of God, even lecturing at schools and offering assistance to families of defendants, perhaps the most pitiable victims of all. Yes, James made many worthwhile contacts as well, but this was to be expected, and no one was the wiser.
He even spent some time at the psychiatric unit of Johns Hopkins University, and when those patients were inadvertently released due to a bureaucratic snafu, James offered them his aid, and they willingly accepted. Now, they were all dead, and the Girl Scouts they unfortunately stalked-without his approval, of course-lay either dying or already dead from contact with the same contamination that now threatened the environs of Baltimore and beyond. Theirs, in fact, was the first case cited outside of Baltimore, and outside of Maryland. Fortunately, the two girls who knew of the cabin were among the first casualties, and were dead, having never revealed the whereabouts of the place.
As he pulled up to the Cathedral, however, James realized that not only was the secret safe, but that a good portion of it rested inside his trunk. He opened it and extracted the gallon jug of homemade wine. It was a special gift from him, courtesy of a man long dead, to the good Father and to other participants of a soon-to-be-held interfaith religious conference, soon to transpire within the backdrop of St. Anne’s Cathedral.
He made his way to the back of the Cathedral, but saw no sign of the Father. He would have to wait, and hoped it would not be a long one.
He was hot, weak, nervous, and sweaty. He had been through so much. After he sat in the back of the sacristy, he realized it would be exceedingly difficult to stand back up. He began to wonder if he could even go through this without passing out. He was dry and parched, and needed a drink. He heard movement, the sounds of the first attendees of the morning mass. There should not be that many, not on this morning-maybe ten at the most, maybe a little more. He found himself drinking the holy water, but though ravished by heat and thirst, it seemed to do him little good. Then, he saw the wine in the decanter, the wine that the Good Father would soon use for the mass. He lifted it up and took a large drink out of it. He wanted more, but he did not want to drink too much. He found another decanter, and drank some more. He repeated this several times, until he could no longer stand it. He picked one up and drunk the entire contents. He was burning with fever, and yet he felt so bitterly cold, and sick.
“Oh, God,” he moaned as he replaced the decanter.
“James, is that you?” he heard the familiar voice ask. “My God, man, are you ill?”
“I think I’m coming down with something,” he said. “It must be flu. I really shouldn’t be here, but I wanted to give you a gallon of that wine, the homemade kind you liked so much.”
“For God’s sake, son, that was not necessary. It could have waited. You need to see a doctor.”
“It’s not just for you. I wanted to make sure you shared it with the attendees at the inter-faith conference. I hear even a representative of the Pope will be here.”
“Well, the Cardinal will be here, yes, that’s true,” Father Chuck replied. “So will a good many others, representatives of various branches of the Jewish faith, for example, as well as the various Islamic, Hindu, and Buddhist communities. Some protestant denominations will also be represented. Even Patriarch Daniel of the Romanian Orthodox Church is slated to attend.”
“Will you please share this with them, and ask them all for their blessings on my endeavors for those poor lost and tortured criminal souls?”
Father Chuck seemed obviously impressed, and even touched, by this grandiloquent gesture.
“I will be most glad to, my son,” he replied. “Many of them of course will not drink wine, but I am certain that those who will shall be greatly pleased with this remarkable vintage. Now, please, I beg of you, go home and get some rest, and call a doctor.”
Berry promised him he would do that, but just needed to sit back there for a minute. He wanted to listen to him perform the mass, though in his present state he felt he should not partake in it, and risk infecting the other parishioners. After the mass was over, he left, taking care to leave a note explaining he did not wish to also risk infecting the Holy Father with his presence, even though he was certain what now assaulted him was nothing more than an ordinary flu virus.
By the time he made it home, it was as he expected. He had company. Frank stood at the door. He steadied his nerves and hoped he could hide the extent of the illness that now ravaged him.
“Frank, what are you doing here?”
“I’m sorry to have to spring this on you, James, but I have a warrant here to search your property.”
“Search my property for what?”
“For your wife Frieda’s body, to be blunt,” Frank replied. “Don’t bother to act surprised. I thought I recognized that woman that left with your children the other day. It was not her. It was really Frieda Malone, wasn’t it? Now, you can make this easy, James. You can tell me where she is, though I think I already have a damn good idea. You can also come clean and get this shit off your conscience. Maybe it was some kind of tragic accident, and you panicked. Maybe the woman you gave your wife’s identity to, is actually a good woman who just happened to take what she thought was the only way out of an abusive marriage at the time. I would like to think you would not just knowingly hand your children over to her care otherwise.
“You know we’re going to find her, James, eventually. She cannot hide forever, especially with three kids-your three kids. Please, Berry, do not put them through any more of this. Just give it up, and we can”-
Before he could continue, however, Berry was on the ground. When he awoke, he felt even worse than before. Frank was standing over him.
“I know I should have sent you to the hospital, but I had to talk to you first, and since I’ve already been exposed, I figure the hell with it. You are probably going to be in quarantine in a few hours, and I will be as well, I am very much afraid. I guess you know what we found?”
Frank was looking down toward an old trunk. Berry focused his eyes as Frank opened the lid, to reveal the contents of what amounted to a memorial time capsule, including pictures of his wife, from the days of their earliest courtship to their marriage and honeymoon pictures from Niagara Falls. There were clothes, some of their favorite recordings, other various souvenirs that told the tale of a marriage that could only have been happy on the surface.
“All of this is a hell of a thing to bury under a rose bush, James. You never really got over her, did you?”
“No, I never did. Will you please put it back?”
Frank promised that he would, but naturally, they would have to examine the contents closely. He was still under suspicion, after all.
“I’ll make sure it’s safe, and then when you’re able, you can put it back, if you would prefer, just to make sure everything is still there. If you want to talk about, we can do that too. If not, I guess I can understand.”
Berry thanked him as he focused his vision. There were others there, moving around, looking all over the house. They still suspected him. Frank more than suspected. In his own mind, Frank knew, almost everything. He had to get rid of them. He had been unconscious almost all day. Night was beginning to fall.
“Frank, you and the guys, you have to get out of here. You will not find what you are looking for. You are wasting your time and taxpayer’s money. If I wasn’t such a nice guy I’d sue the city.”
“We’re about done here. I’m curious about why you seem to use acetone in your bathroom, but other than that, and some unknown female’s hairs, not a lot here. Well, not apart from the evidence of blood we found on your kitchen floor. I guess somebody had a nasty accident with a butcher’s knife, huh?”
Suddenly, for the first time, Berry threw up while aiming for the garbage can Frank had strategically placed beside him on the sofa. This went on for over two minutes, and then, at last, Berry saw the evidence in front of his eyes. He opened his shirt to see the boils on his chest and arms, and felt them on his face.
“Like I said, we’ll talk later,” Frank said. Soon the ambulance personnel, all wearing protective gas masks and clothing, entered into the home of Lieutenant James Berry. Frank and the other members of the homicide and cold case units followed outside as they carried the helpless Berry to a waiting ambulance. Frank was careful to lock the door on the way out, but as he took one last look inside, as night began to fall, he could have swore he heard something. He felt as though someone somewhere was watching him.
He shrugged it off. As thoroughly as he and the other guys had gone over this house in the last several hours, there was no way they could have missed anything. Maybe he needed to see a doctor already, he thought, as he closed and locked the door. After he left, Raven stepped out of the shadows and looked for James. She did not like this. James was always waiting for her when she woke up at night. He always waited with kind words and a tender caress as he led her to her bath, which he made tolerable for her by adding acetone to the bath water. The scent of it calmed her down and it warmed her skin. By the time that it was over it made her feel good for just a while, until her hunger started to get the better of her. Then, James would take her for a ride and let her pick the spot she wanted to get out and hunt for food. He would wait, and if necessary, he would come to her aid. He would be there to take her back home. They would sit and wait until the hated sun rose, and he would make sure she was comfortable and secure for the remainder of the day. When he was around, she no longer lived and even slept in terror.
Now, he was gone. She had to find him. Something was very badly wrong. There were strange men here, going all through the house, looking through things, walking around, several times walking directly over her. What did it mean? She had to find James. She took the black cloth he earlier gave her, and inhaled its scent. Yes, James was there, but other things were there as well. She would find him. She had to find him.
Before she started, however, her nostrils flared at an unexpected scent. Someone was here with her. He was hiding from her, but she quickly sniffed his location, and saw his green, baleful eyes staring into her. She growled a low, guttural warning tone, and then hissed as she approached. Nevertheless, the figure did not move, did not seem to as much as flinch. She saw his green eyes changing as he stepped forth out of the shadows. As he did, he spoke her name lowly, almost in a whisper. That voice-it sounded so familiar.
“It’s me, Raven-Joseph. You remember me, don’t you? You and I were best buds, you know.”
The man had long brown hair that hung to his shoulders, with the sides dyed a crimson red. Yes, she knew him, but he seemed different somehow. His voice seemed somehow different, as though it was his, but not really his. It seemed to approach from a faraway place, and trailed off into a static tone. Still, it was he. It had to be him. She tried to smile.
“Jo-seph,” she stammered as she tried to form the sound of his name. “Ka-rin-ski.”
“Yes, Raven, it’s me,” the figure said with a slight smile. “We are all waiting for you to join us. You remember how close we all were, and how much fun we used to have.”
Raven lurched at this, however, and turned away in fright.
“No, Raven, it’s all right,” the familiar face said. “We are all happy. All of us are waiting for you to join us. Rhino is waiting, and so is Sierra, and Milo, and Spiral. You remember Larceny don’t you? She joined the group after you left. She is there too, and another girl, Spanky. So come on. Don’t you want to see all your old friends again? Just follow me.”
He was now at the door to the basement, beckoning her to follow him. She did so, cautiously at first. Something about his scent did not seem right. She knew though that she was supposed to trust him. Once upstairs, she followed him to the door that led to the back of the house. Once she stepped outside, however, he was gone. All that remained was a large bird, glaring at her with those same baleful green eyes she knew from somewhere and which she both feared and detested. She approached the vulture, but as she did, the creature spread her wings and lifted up into the air. She alit on a branch on the tree far above her head, and then called out to her. She kept walking toward the open field to the back of the house, until she heard once more the voice of the man who claimed to be her friend, the man named Joseph.
“Keep walking, Raven,” he said. “Just follow Cynthia. She will show you where to go. She will lead the way. Soon, we will all be together again.”
She looked up toward the sky as she walked, and saw the great bird, which would circle around her and above her, and would turn and call out to her. She would see its shining green eyes, and soon that is all she could see as she walked into the mists of the night. Soon, she saw the figures of a group of people, standing off in the distance. She saw Sierra. She saw Milo. She saw Spiral. She saw Rhino. She saw all of them, standing together in the distance until she once more saw Joseph Karinsky step up beside them beckoning her to come to them. She smiled as she continued walking.
As she finally made it to where they all seemed to stand in wait for her, they seemed to fade away as though they were never there. The bird, however, still hovered in the air above her, flying in circles as it continued to call out for her. There was a strange scent in the air, and she could hear the voices of Joseph, Milo, Sierra, Spiral, and Rhino, calling out to her in whispers, but their voices were indistinct now. She picked the black cloth out of her pocket. It seemed to be an altar cloth of some type, and its scent filled the air. The more she walked, the stronger it became, until finally, she saw where she needed to go.
It was a church. James had taken her by this church on several occasions and warned her about the man who lived and worked there. Now, it had a new steeple, a large cross that adorned the roof above the front doorway. The closer she got, the more pronounced and all-enveloping became the scent of the cloth. It was soon all around her. This was where James wanted her to go, but he was not there. She would go there and wait for him.
Part One
Prologue and Chapters I-X
Part Two
Chapter XI
Chapter XII
Chapter XIII
Chapter XIV
Chapter XV
Chapter XVI
Chapter XVII
Chapter XVIII
Chapter XIX
Chapter XX
Chapter XXI
Chapter XXII
PartThree
Chapter XXIII
Chapter XXIV
Chapter XXV
Chapter XXVI
Chapter XXVII
Chapter XXVIII
Chapter XXIX
Chapter XXX
Chapter XXXI
Chapter XXXII
Chapter XXXIII
Chapter XXXIV
Chapter XXXV
Chapter XXXVI
Chapter XXXVII
Radu-Chapter XXXVIII (A Novel by Patrick Kelley)
9 pages approximate
Raven watched the long haired bearded man, talking on the phone and laughing. She could hear what he said, but though his words and the sound of his voice seemed familiar, she struggled to comprehend the meaning of his words. He had a name. It was Gary. She knew him, and wondered if he remembered her. She only remembered one thing for sure. She never liked him. He was mean to her, back in some long ago distant past, a past she struggled to remember, when she was but a small girl. He would come into her room and do things to her. She did not like the things he did, but he did them anyway, and when he was finished, he would threaten her. She remembered telling the older woman one day, but the woman became angry with her, and even hit her.
The man was older now, but Raven knew it was he. The more she watched him, through his partially open curtains, the more she started to remember, and the angrier she became. She wondered how she would get to him in time. If she busted through the window, he would probably be able to get away, or perhaps someone would come to help him. Yet, she could not get through the door in time either.
She walked up to the door. She raised her hand, but she hesitated. She finally knocked on the door, and then she turned her back to the door. It opened, somewhat quicker than she thought it would.
“Yeah, what can I do for you?” he asked. She knew he would answer the door once he saw it was a female. She turned to face him, and he became suddenly rigid, his eyes wide with fear.
“What the hell? Who are you?” Either he did not recognize her, or it had not yet dawned on him exactly who she was. She always got that reaction when she went to the homes of people she knew. People acted as if she should not be there, for some reason. They would act shocked, and then afraid. Most of the time, they acted as if they did not know exactly what to say. A few times, they actually ran away from her. Most of the time, however, they were unable to do so. This made her happy, because she was hungry and needed food, like now. Raven was always hungry. Now, Gary suddenly, through his squinting eyes, seemed to recognize her.
“Raven? What in the hell? I thought you were dead. This can’t be for real.”
She shot out her arm in the space of a heartbeat, giving no thought to the sudden vise-like grip she exerted on the man’s throat, until she flung him back. She advanced towards him, laughing hatefully.
“What-do you want?” he asked fearfully from the spot on the floor onto which she flung him. She did so as though he were weightless, yet he weighed more than two-hundred pounds.
“I-need-you”, she said with a hideous, sadistic snarl. She smiled as she advanced toward the crumpled, trembling figure.
“Your mother-she’s upstairs. She’s sick. She’s probably calling the cops right now. Your brother will be-coming home-in just a few minutes. Please, Raven, you don’t want to do this.”
She cocked her head and gazed at him suspiciously. Most of the time, they merely screamed and begged. This one, however, was tricky. He was not to be trusted. She lowered her face down on top of the terrified man’s crotch, and bit deeply, as he screamed in tormented agony. Then, she rose. That would keep him in place for a while, she reasoned, as she crept up the stairs. When she made it to the big bedroom at the end of the hall, she could hear the weak yet frantic voice of the woman she recognized as the one who was supposed to be her mother, married for years to the abusive step-father who lay helpless on the floor downstairs. She looked inside and saw that she talked frantically on the phone. She had to move fast. The woman screamed as Raven pounced. She ripped open the woman’s nightgown and tore off her dirty, sweaty bra. She looked at her and laughed with a snarl as the blood and gore from her earlier conquest dripped from her mouth.
“Ra-Raven,” her mother said in trembling terror.
“Mommy,” raven said with delighted savagery, and bit fiercely into first one breast, flinging her head from side to side as she bit deeply, then moving to the other breast. She could barely hear the frantic footsteps bounding up the stairs. She recognized the sound of his stride. She could smell him.
“Raven, for God’s sake we have to get out of here.” Raven turned and growled as James Berry stood there, at the door, urging her to follow him.
“I just heard over police dispatch, your mother called the cops before you got to her. Come on, we have to leave.”
Raven looked toward the form of the now dead woman that lay upon the bed. She growled, but she followed. She knew she had to trust this man. He angered her, yet he watched out for her, and protected her. She had to do what he told her. They hurried down the steps. Gary lay there, groaning and begging for help.
“Oh now shit!” Berry said, annoyed Raven had so far left this one victim alive. He knew a bullet wound under the circumstances would look suspicious, but before he could think of what to do, Raven pounced once more on the man and finished him off as she bit deeply into his throat.
“Good, now let’s get the hell out of here,” he said commandingly.
They managed to leave well before the police finally arrived, and soon they were home. The sun would rise in just a couple of hours, and James knew he had to make preparations. He only had so little time in which to work. Therefore, he ran a hot bath. Raven watched him in terror. She knew what was coming. He would insist that she get inside the hot, sickening water, with the awful smelling soap. He would bathe her, as he always did, as if she was a little child, a helpless infant. She hated it, but knew it was for some reason required of her.
She shivered in terror when he motioned for her, and as she entered the bath, she whimpered. Then, she moaned loudly, and cried.
“You’ll never get used to this, I know Raven,” he said consolingly. “We have to do this though. You do know that, don’t you?”
She cried and growled as he washed her thoroughly. He lathered her hair and washed her from head to toe. She growled a warning when he washed her vagina, but he continued. Finally, he stood her under the shower and rinsed her off as she screamed loudly, as though she were dying.
He finally dried her off, and she continued to whimper and cry, but then she started to smile.
“There, that’s better. You feel better now, don’t you? You almost look human again. You almost look like a real, living, breathing human being.”
After he dressed her, she followed him down into the basement lounge. He opened a Samuel Adams and drunk, while she watched him from a nearby lounge chair. She almost even looked pretty, he thought, as he sat on the recliner listening to an old Pink Floyd tape to which she herself seemed oblivious. She walked up to him and, kneeling by the side of his lounge chair, she laid her head on his arm.
When the phone rang, he answered quickly. He did not want to disturb her, but she seemed almost unaware of anything and everything.
“What the hell is going on over there?” Toby asked him. “Where the shit is you?”
“I thought I told you to never call me on this phone,” Berry reminded him. “What do you want?”
“Are you serious?” Toby demanded. “Do you know what is going on? People are dying all over the place, dropping like flies. How long do you think The Man is going to be able to keep a lid on this shit? I been watching the news, and there’s been outbreaks of all kinds of different diseases, all over the place-in Bethesda, Annapolis, Wheeling, Louisville, Cincinnati, Cleveland, Indianapolis, all the way to New Orleans, and God only knows where else. You want to take a good guess where they’re saying the shit originated from?”
“Oh, I don’t know, would it be Baltimore?”
“Seventeenth Street, to be exact,” he replied. “They’ve got the whole hood shut down and quarantined, and a bunch of other places in different cities too. It’s starting to make waves. So what in the hell do you have to say, man? I made it out of there just in time. Now here I am with the guys holed up in this fucked up little cabin out in the middle of nowhere.”
“Toby-listen close and good”, Berry said. “Count your blessings. It should not be that much longer, maybe a year, two at the most. Just make sure you keep the place straightened up. I don’t want it to look like Seventeenth Street when I go up there, so tell Merc and the guys to lay off the graffiti, and make sure those bodies are taken care of.”
“What the fuck?”
“Look, I got to go. Like I said, whenever you call me, call me on my other phone. You got that?”
“Now look, motherfucker,” Toby shouted, but before he could continue, Berry terminated the call and turned off the ringer.
He no sooner did so than Raven raised her head and growled in a low, guttural tone that Berry came to associate with sudden, unexpected danger.
“It’s all right, Raven, it was just”-
Raven rose, however, and back away from Berry as she stared past him, growling more loudly as she snarled and barred her teeth. He looked over in the direction in which she stared while standing riveted to one spot, her body tensed even more than was usually the case. At first, he saw nothing but a vaguely human shadow that gradually took on the substantive form of Marlowe Krovell, his green eyes shining like two hellish emeralds.
“What are you doing here?”
“Now this is a very touching scene,” Marlowe said sarcastically. “Has she said her prayers yet?”
“You should have waited,” Berry said. “You know you upset her.”
“Ahhhhh,” Marlowe replied. “How thoughtless of me.”
He approached the reanimated corpse of the tortured female, who growled a desperate warning for Marlowe to keep his distance. He kept his eyes peeled on her, however, and Raven slowly began whining, and then cringed as she backed away, though daring not to turn her back.
“Better not run, Raven,” Marlowe said. “It will be daylight soon, and you know what the sun rays do to your complexion. Me, I came prepared. My, but how I could have used sunscreen back in the day.”
Berry rose and approached Raven, who whimpered and made a futile attempt to hide while crouching beside him.
“Come on, Raven, I’ll see you to bed,” Berry said.
He led her to an adjoining room in the basement, where he opened a hidden trap door, which led to a long unused root cellar, the one where years ago he hid the body of his murdered wife before transplanting her carcass to the yard outside. He blessed Raven and uttered a quick prayer. He told her to have faith.
“Everything will be all right,” he said, as he handed her a dark cloth. “When you awaken tomorrow night, if I am not here, then this will lead you to me.”
He looked at her sadly then, as her eyes began to glaze.
“It will lead you to where you need to go,” he said, and she opened her eyes and smiled.
She took the cloth and fumbled with it as she held it up against her face. The exhaustion was now beginning to overtake her, taking precedence in fact over her fears. He prayed his regular nightly prayers, asking the Lord for protection over her.
“Watch over her this night, Lord God, and guide her and strengthen her, forgiving her for her sins in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ-amen.”
By the time he finished she was already asleep. He closed back the door and covered it with the throw rug.
“You are unbelievable,” Marlowe said. “Do you really imagine that is going to do her any good? Knock, knock, James-there really is nobody there, you know.”
“As long as she does what you want her to do, why should you care?” Berry asked. Marlowe looked at him in amazement.
“You have become too attached to her,” he said. “Do I have to remind you of who she was, of the things she did when she was alive-I mean really alive?”
“Anybody can change, with the Lord’s help,” Berry said, but he spoke weakly, and Marlowe noted he was himself pale and shaky.
“Just make sure she does what she is supposed to do,” he said. “You know, James, you really don’t look good.”
He stepped closer to the beleaguered and tortured detective, and gazed at him with a sarcastic smirk.
“You really don’t look good at all.”
Marlowe suddenly vanished, and it was as though he was never there save for the lingering scent of death, much different from the one exuded by Raven to which he had by now grown accustomed.
The sun would soon arise, and he had much to do this day. He almost stumbled out the door as he made his way to the car. Marlowe war right, after all. He did not feel well. Perhaps it was nerves, coupled with exhaustion. He had not really had a good nights sleep in many a night. He took way too many catnaps though the day, and they only made him feel worse when he awoke from them. The past two years seemed finally to be catching up to him.
He then remembered-the phone. He had to make another call, and he could not make it over his listed one, or his known cell phone. He made his way back up to the lockbox in his bedroom closet, cursing Toby as he went for being so stupid as to call him on the cell number he should have known by now not to call. He then cursed himself for allowing Toby even to have that number to begin with, as he looked at himself in the bedroom mirror. He looked like hell, he decided.
He made his way into the bathroom and rinsed his face. His eyes were so bloodshot he looked as though he had been on a weeklong drunk. He made it back to his car, got in, started it up, and left the driveway. As he did so, he made note of the van parked just four doors down the street from him, and across. Yes, indeed, he realized, today would be the day. He considered waving as he went by, but decided against it. He drove on, and wondered absently if they bugged his car. He decided that was wholly unlikely, and dialed the number. She answered quickly-a little too quickly.
“How are the kids, Geraldine?” he asked.
“They’re pissed!” she answered. “How in the hell do you think they are? I’m not thrilled either. Sitka? Really, James”-
“Well, it can’t be helped. When you get there, there is a house waiting for you, and there will be somebody there to take you to it. You will find everything there you need, including medicines-especially penicillin and other things that will protect you against these outbreaks that are going to only get worse as time goes by. They won’t be that bad up there, but you need to take every precaution.”
“So how in the hell do you know all this, James?” the woman asked. “What exactly is going on?”
As he drove closer to his destination, he found himself suddenly too weak to be agitated at her. Still, he had to make sure she understood exactly what was at stake.
‘Look, have I ever let you down? If not for me, you would be either in prison or on lifetime parole for killing your husband. Well, things are going to be shaken up here in a few days, a couple of weeks at most. Somebody could very likely be heading to Colorado as we speak. My former partner is suspicious of me. Quite frankly, I think he’s suspicious of you as well.”
“We’re leaving tonight, James. I just hope the new identities you got us will do the trick, and I hope the kids can learn to cope with this change. This is a lot to put on your kids, James.”
“Just tell them I love them and I’ll see them soon,” he said. “If I don’t call you later on tonight, just-well, you know what to do.”
“Now you’ve really got me worried’, she said. “I’ve never heard you sounding like this before.”
They talked for a few minutes more as Berry tried to tell the former Geraldine Malone, whom he long ago saved from imprisonment by setting her up in Colorado under the identity of his supposedly separated wife, that everything was going to be fine as long as she followed the plan and made sure the kids did their part.
“By the time a couple of years have gone by, it will all be over. Everybody will be home free, and can start a new life. No more hiding, no more looking over our shoulders-no more constant worry and guilt. You just have to hold on for that long. Then, everything will be different. I can’t tell you any more than that right now, but you’ll see.”
He finally ended the call as he made his way to a deep ravine over the border into West Virginia. He opened the trunk of his car and extracted the skeletal remains of his wife, dead now more than eight years. He crossed himself and then he lifted them out of the trunk, and walked with them over to the ravine.
“Like you always used to tell me, Frieda,” he said. “This is the end.”
It was so incredible how it all worked out. Doris was also dead, and Marnie too. Voroslav, with whom he became involved after fucking both his wife and his daughter, fed himself a bullet. Phillip Khoska did likewise and clung to life by a thread. He had ridden along with them all, feeding them information while acting as a liaison between them, the mob, and the Seventeenth Pulse, who thanks to Grace he had embedded himself within while ostensibly investigating them. He liked to think that his services had been invaluable, and the death of his wife, while regrettable, was nevertheless an acceptable casualty. If only she had not come at him with that butcher knife, how different things might have been. The throwing of the vases he could overlook. Nevertheless, that final assault changed his life forever. He did not like where she seemed to be going with that butcher knife. He grabbed her wrists, flung her around, and suddenly the knife was in her abdomen.
Luckily, she only had four living relatives, only one of whom-her mother-gave a damn. He used her blood pressure against her, and she died a relatively quick and merciful death before she or anyone else ever knew his wife was no longer with him.
Eight long years passed, many of them spent explaining to his oldest son that his mother just had problems she needed to work out. After four years, his mother would of course come back into his and the other children’s lives, looking remarkably similar, albeit different in some ways, notably the extra fifty or so pounds. Now, it was nearing the end of a road that took many unexpected twists and turns. That was to say the least. He took one final look at the mummified remains, said ten Hail Mary’s, and tossed them into the overgrowth. He stood beside the road and prayed. He had one more thing he had to do, and so he made his way to Saint Anne’s Cathedral. He had an appointment with Father Chuck, and needed to see him before he began his morning mass.
The Priest was yet distraught over the deaths that had visited so many of his parishioners. There were the Dooley’s who had lost a precious son, newly baptized and consecrated, to the ravages of a wild vulture. Then, of course, there were the Chou’s, who lost a beautiful if troubled sixteen year old daughter in a way that was equally terrible, perhaps even more so. Father Chuck always wanted to keep a line in at the department, and James was his man, more so than the Baltimore chaplaincy. James kept him informed on many vital areas of interest, and the Priest appreciated his endeavors. James had always wanted to make a difference, to be more than just a faithfully attending parishioner. He wanted to contribute to the laity of the church, perhaps along the lines of a third order, one devoted to reaching out to the criminals, even the criminally insane. He visited prisons in his spare time, and psychiatric wards, distributing as he did the word of God, even lecturing at schools and offering assistance to families of defendants, perhaps the most pitiable victims of all. Yes, James made many worthwhile contacts as well, but this was to be expected, and no one was the wiser.
He even spent some time at the psychiatric unit of Johns Hopkins University, and when those patients were inadvertently released due to a bureaucratic snafu, James offered them his aid, and they willingly accepted. Now, they were all dead, and the Girl Scouts they unfortunately stalked-without his approval, of course-lay either dying or already dead from contact with the same contamination that now threatened the environs of Baltimore and beyond. Theirs, in fact, was the first case cited outside of Baltimore, and outside of Maryland. Fortunately, the two girls who knew of the cabin were among the first casualties, and were dead, having never revealed the whereabouts of the place.
As he pulled up to the Cathedral, however, James realized that not only was the secret safe, but that a good portion of it rested inside his trunk. He opened it and extracted the gallon jug of homemade wine. It was a special gift from him, courtesy of a man long dead, to the good Father and to other participants of a soon-to-be-held interfaith religious conference, soon to transpire within the backdrop of St. Anne’s Cathedral.
He made his way to the back of the Cathedral, but saw no sign of the Father. He would have to wait, and hoped it would not be a long one.
He was hot, weak, nervous, and sweaty. He had been through so much. After he sat in the back of the sacristy, he realized it would be exceedingly difficult to stand back up. He began to wonder if he could even go through this without passing out. He was dry and parched, and needed a drink. He heard movement, the sounds of the first attendees of the morning mass. There should not be that many, not on this morning-maybe ten at the most, maybe a little more. He found himself drinking the holy water, but though ravished by heat and thirst, it seemed to do him little good. Then, he saw the wine in the decanter, the wine that the Good Father would soon use for the mass. He lifted it up and took a large drink out of it. He wanted more, but he did not want to drink too much. He found another decanter, and drank some more. He repeated this several times, until he could no longer stand it. He picked one up and drunk the entire contents. He was burning with fever, and yet he felt so bitterly cold, and sick.
“Oh, God,” he moaned as he replaced the decanter.
“James, is that you?” he heard the familiar voice ask. “My God, man, are you ill?”
“I think I’m coming down with something,” he said. “It must be flu. I really shouldn’t be here, but I wanted to give you a gallon of that wine, the homemade kind you liked so much.”
“For God’s sake, son, that was not necessary. It could have waited. You need to see a doctor.”
“It’s not just for you. I wanted to make sure you shared it with the attendees at the inter-faith conference. I hear even a representative of the Pope will be here.”
“Well, the Cardinal will be here, yes, that’s true,” Father Chuck replied. “So will a good many others, representatives of various branches of the Jewish faith, for example, as well as the various Islamic, Hindu, and Buddhist communities. Some protestant denominations will also be represented. Even Patriarch Daniel of the Romanian Orthodox Church is slated to attend.”
“Will you please share this with them, and ask them all for their blessings on my endeavors for those poor lost and tortured criminal souls?”
Father Chuck seemed obviously impressed, and even touched, by this grandiloquent gesture.
“I will be most glad to, my son,” he replied. “Many of them of course will not drink wine, but I am certain that those who will shall be greatly pleased with this remarkable vintage. Now, please, I beg of you, go home and get some rest, and call a doctor.”
Berry promised him he would do that, but just needed to sit back there for a minute. He wanted to listen to him perform the mass, though in his present state he felt he should not partake in it, and risk infecting the other parishioners. After the mass was over, he left, taking care to leave a note explaining he did not wish to also risk infecting the Holy Father with his presence, even though he was certain what now assaulted him was nothing more than an ordinary flu virus.
By the time he made it home, it was as he expected. He had company. Frank stood at the door. He steadied his nerves and hoped he could hide the extent of the illness that now ravaged him.
“Frank, what are you doing here?”
“I’m sorry to have to spring this on you, James, but I have a warrant here to search your property.”
“Search my property for what?”
“For your wife Frieda’s body, to be blunt,” Frank replied. “Don’t bother to act surprised. I thought I recognized that woman that left with your children the other day. It was not her. It was really Frieda Malone, wasn’t it? Now, you can make this easy, James. You can tell me where she is, though I think I already have a damn good idea. You can also come clean and get this shit off your conscience. Maybe it was some kind of tragic accident, and you panicked. Maybe the woman you gave your wife’s identity to, is actually a good woman who just happened to take what she thought was the only way out of an abusive marriage at the time. I would like to think you would not just knowingly hand your children over to her care otherwise.
“You know we’re going to find her, James, eventually. She cannot hide forever, especially with three kids-your three kids. Please, Berry, do not put them through any more of this. Just give it up, and we can”-
Before he could continue, however, Berry was on the ground. When he awoke, he felt even worse than before. Frank was standing over him.
“I know I should have sent you to the hospital, but I had to talk to you first, and since I’ve already been exposed, I figure the hell with it. You are probably going to be in quarantine in a few hours, and I will be as well, I am very much afraid. I guess you know what we found?”
Frank was looking down toward an old trunk. Berry focused his eyes as Frank opened the lid, to reveal the contents of what amounted to a memorial time capsule, including pictures of his wife, from the days of their earliest courtship to their marriage and honeymoon pictures from Niagara Falls. There were clothes, some of their favorite recordings, other various souvenirs that told the tale of a marriage that could only have been happy on the surface.
“All of this is a hell of a thing to bury under a rose bush, James. You never really got over her, did you?”
“No, I never did. Will you please put it back?”
Frank promised that he would, but naturally, they would have to examine the contents closely. He was still under suspicion, after all.
“I’ll make sure it’s safe, and then when you’re able, you can put it back, if you would prefer, just to make sure everything is still there. If you want to talk about, we can do that too. If not, I guess I can understand.”
Berry thanked him as he focused his vision. There were others there, moving around, looking all over the house. They still suspected him. Frank more than suspected. In his own mind, Frank knew, almost everything. He had to get rid of them. He had been unconscious almost all day. Night was beginning to fall.
“Frank, you and the guys, you have to get out of here. You will not find what you are looking for. You are wasting your time and taxpayer’s money. If I wasn’t such a nice guy I’d sue the city.”
“We’re about done here. I’m curious about why you seem to use acetone in your bathroom, but other than that, and some unknown female’s hairs, not a lot here. Well, not apart from the evidence of blood we found on your kitchen floor. I guess somebody had a nasty accident with a butcher’s knife, huh?”
Suddenly, for the first time, Berry threw up while aiming for the garbage can Frank had strategically placed beside him on the sofa. This went on for over two minutes, and then, at last, Berry saw the evidence in front of his eyes. He opened his shirt to see the boils on his chest and arms, and felt them on his face.
“Like I said, we’ll talk later,” Frank said. Soon the ambulance personnel, all wearing protective gas masks and clothing, entered into the home of Lieutenant James Berry. Frank and the other members of the homicide and cold case units followed outside as they carried the helpless Berry to a waiting ambulance. Frank was careful to lock the door on the way out, but as he took one last look inside, as night began to fall, he could have swore he heard something. He felt as though someone somewhere was watching him.
He shrugged it off. As thoroughly as he and the other guys had gone over this house in the last several hours, there was no way they could have missed anything. Maybe he needed to see a doctor already, he thought, as he closed and locked the door. After he left, Raven stepped out of the shadows and looked for James. She did not like this. James was always waiting for her when she woke up at night. He always waited with kind words and a tender caress as he led her to her bath, which he made tolerable for her by adding acetone to the bath water. The scent of it calmed her down and it warmed her skin. By the time that it was over it made her feel good for just a while, until her hunger started to get the better of her. Then, James would take her for a ride and let her pick the spot she wanted to get out and hunt for food. He would wait, and if necessary, he would come to her aid. He would be there to take her back home. They would sit and wait until the hated sun rose, and he would make sure she was comfortable and secure for the remainder of the day. When he was around, she no longer lived and even slept in terror.
Now, he was gone. She had to find him. Something was very badly wrong. There were strange men here, going all through the house, looking through things, walking around, several times walking directly over her. What did it mean? She had to find James. She took the black cloth he earlier gave her, and inhaled its scent. Yes, James was there, but other things were there as well. She would find him. She had to find him.
Before she started, however, her nostrils flared at an unexpected scent. Someone was here with her. He was hiding from her, but she quickly sniffed his location, and saw his green, baleful eyes staring into her. She growled a low, guttural warning tone, and then hissed as she approached. Nevertheless, the figure did not move, did not seem to as much as flinch. She saw his green eyes changing as he stepped forth out of the shadows. As he did, he spoke her name lowly, almost in a whisper. That voice-it sounded so familiar.
“It’s me, Raven-Joseph. You remember me, don’t you? You and I were best buds, you know.”
The man had long brown hair that hung to his shoulders, with the sides dyed a crimson red. Yes, she knew him, but he seemed different somehow. His voice seemed somehow different, as though it was his, but not really his. It seemed to approach from a faraway place, and trailed off into a static tone. Still, it was he. It had to be him. She tried to smile.
“Jo-seph,” she stammered as she tried to form the sound of his name. “Ka-rin-ski.”
“Yes, Raven, it’s me,” the figure said with a slight smile. “We are all waiting for you to join us. You remember how close we all were, and how much fun we used to have.”
Raven lurched at this, however, and turned away in fright.
“No, Raven, it’s all right,” the familiar face said. “We are all happy. All of us are waiting for you to join us. Rhino is waiting, and so is Sierra, and Milo, and Spiral. You remember Larceny don’t you? She joined the group after you left. She is there too, and another girl, Spanky. So come on. Don’t you want to see all your old friends again? Just follow me.”
He was now at the door to the basement, beckoning her to follow him. She did so, cautiously at first. Something about his scent did not seem right. She knew though that she was supposed to trust him. Once upstairs, she followed him to the door that led to the back of the house. Once she stepped outside, however, he was gone. All that remained was a large bird, glaring at her with those same baleful green eyes she knew from somewhere and which she both feared and detested. She approached the vulture, but as she did, the creature spread her wings and lifted up into the air. She alit on a branch on the tree far above her head, and then called out to her. She kept walking toward the open field to the back of the house, until she heard once more the voice of the man who claimed to be her friend, the man named Joseph.
“Keep walking, Raven,” he said. “Just follow Cynthia. She will show you where to go. She will lead the way. Soon, we will all be together again.”
She looked up toward the sky as she walked, and saw the great bird, which would circle around her and above her, and would turn and call out to her. She would see its shining green eyes, and soon that is all she could see as she walked into the mists of the night. Soon, she saw the figures of a group of people, standing off in the distance. She saw Sierra. She saw Milo. She saw Spiral. She saw Rhino. She saw all of them, standing together in the distance until she once more saw Joseph Karinsky step up beside them beckoning her to come to them. She smiled as she continued walking.
As she finally made it to where they all seemed to stand in wait for her, they seemed to fade away as though they were never there. The bird, however, still hovered in the air above her, flying in circles as it continued to call out for her. There was a strange scent in the air, and she could hear the voices of Joseph, Milo, Sierra, Spiral, and Rhino, calling out to her in whispers, but their voices were indistinct now. She picked the black cloth out of her pocket. It seemed to be an altar cloth of some type, and its scent filled the air. The more she walked, the stronger it became, until finally, she saw where she needed to go.
It was a church. James had taken her by this church on several occasions and warned her about the man who lived and worked there. Now, it had a new steeple, a large cross that adorned the roof above the front doorway. The closer she got, the more pronounced and all-enveloping became the scent of the cloth. It was soon all around her. This was where James wanted her to go, but he was not there. She would go there and wait for him.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Missed Opportunities-Prince Harry And The Islamic Shooting Gallery
Prince Harry, had he remained in Afghanistan, might have all but single-handedly subdued the Islamic insurgency, rendering it abjectly defeated for centuries to come. Why the royal family decided to remove him is a mystery for the ages. What danger could he possibly have been in due to Matt Drudges reporting that he has been stationed in Afganistan, on the front lines, pulling combat duty? Hell, he should have stayed there.
I can see it now. Word circulates throughout the entire radical Islamic world that Prince Harry, third in line to the British throne, is in Afghanistan, fighting on the front lines. Numbering in the millions, perhaps the tens of millions, these uncouth, illiterate, incoherent, ignorant savages converge on the place en masse.
Sure, the Brits would need to send extras forces, but what the hell-it would be like shooting morons in a barrel. All they have to do is establish a perimeter, and wait for the signs of dirty white rags mixed with your basic Taliban black. Take aim, and fire.
Imagine the words of one of our devout Islamic goat-humpers as he finishes his morning prayers, secure in the knowledge that he and his comrades will certainly be the ones God rewards by allowing them to capture the Prince for a fun weekend of torture, humiliation, and painful beheading. If he is wrong, then he will die, but that is all right. Some other worthwhile Muslim will surely prevail, and in the meantime, “God” will reward him with an eternal bevy of heavenly beauties, untouched by man.
AKHMED-I AM COMING, LORD ALLAH, TO CAPTURE THE ROYAL INFIDEL! GOD IS GREAT, AND MUHAMMED IS HIS PROPHEEE-(Gunfire interrupts his soliloquy and he falls in a hail of bullets)
AKHMED-I AM DYING HERE GOD. YOU SEE? DYING HERE! PRAISE BE TO ALLAH!
(Repeat ten million times-or hopefully ten times that much).
Royal Family-you got to learn to think outside the box.
Of course, it might not be too late. It could well be that the Islamic world might suffer a crisis of faith, having to deal with the idea that “God” somehow refused or failed to let them know of Prince Harry’s whereabouts, and otherwise with his divine grace guide them in such a way to cause the hated infidel to fall into their hands. It could well be the Islamic world might suffer a meltdown, a collective nervous breakdown, as they wonder in spiritual agony why their “God” did not deliver this victory to them.
On the other hand, maybe not. These are the same idiots who threatened an American airline company-post 9/11, mind you-with an “Islamic boycott”. Oh, the horror! Yeah, that would really show us, huh?
Fucking morons.
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Not Quite Live Blogging Obama
Just got through listening to Obama's speech at Valley Forge High School in Parma Heights Ohio, on C-Span. It was somewhat impressive, and even comforting to a point. It's easy to see why he impresses the crowds that he continually draws to what you can describe as an event more accurately than a mere political rally.
Okay, so for a Democrat, he's not so bad on gun rights. When one woman stood up and asked him a question pertaining to this issue, however, I noted she seemed to be one of these strident, cold and shrill bitch type moms. It made me wonder, are these questioners really inside plants meant to convey a certain archetype? If so, it was effective. He managed to reassure the apparent Shrill Hillary clone as to how crime can be fought (giving due credit here to Bill Clinton's 100,000 "Cops" program, which he promises to reinstate) but also reassuring gun advocates that he believes in the Second Amendment right to bear arms.
Well, somewhat reassuring. He did mention closing the "gun show loophole" and having a federal tracking system of guns used in crimes to trace where those guns were purchased as a means of insuring gun dealers obeyed background check laws. By the same token, he never mentioned the old bugaboo about "assault rifles".
Overall, I give him a B- as far as his stated current position on gun owners rights, which is about as good as you can hope for from an allegedly liberal Democratic Senator.
On immigration and border security, pretty much the same drivel you can expect from most Democrats, and many Republicans-including McCain. However, he did throw in there somewhere that there needs to be an increase in border guards and border patrols, so for that reason, in addition to his promise to crack down on people purposely hiring illegal immigrants, I give him a C+.
He slipped up once in mentioning health care reform, referring to it as "welfare reform", though he quickly corrected himself. Still, I had to wonder, where the hell did that come from?
He promised to have open hearings on the subject, at which he would bring all parties to the table, including insurance and drug companies, wryly adding that they wouldn't, however, be able to buy every seat at the table. He chastised them for diverting so much of the money derived from their current tax breaks, allegedly needed for supposed research and development, into marketing, such as in commercials where people are happy and dancing in fields of flowers in commercials where you never know what drug is advertised, "except for that one. Yeah, you know what that one's for". That brought a pretty good laugh.
He's going to begin to bring troops home beginning his first year, though he swears not to withdraw precipitously, but slowly and deliberately. This would take two years, he said, which would put the Iraqi government on notice that they need to get their act together. In the meantime, he would continue to help build infrastructure, train their military and police, provide humanitarian aid, etc. There would be a continued presence, just not a permanent military base.
On the really positive front, he would end tax breaks to corporations that send jobs overseas, but would keep them for companies that keep jobs here in America. Hard to find fault with that. Well, for me it is anyway, so I won't try.
As of now, I still doubt I will vote for him, or for anybody else. By the same token, I have to admit, by the time the rally was over, I didn't feel so bad at the prospect of him being the next President Of The United States.
However, I do dread his judicial appointments, the one current fear above all others when it comes to Democratic candidates that I just cant seem to shake.
I'll say this. He has gotten a bad rap as far as being big on rhetoric and lacking on specifics. True, he spoke in pretty broad generalizations, but he gives the impression that he does have strong, compelling ideas, without feeling the need to go into minutiae, which would probably doom his campaign. Overall, I give his performance a B-. That's about as good as it gets with me for any politician of any party, so be impressed.
Though the man does have obvious rhetorical gifts, I was struck more by the cerebral policy of his address, his casual and yet assertive tone, his commanding and yet comforting demeanor.
Frankly, I tend to believe that if he gets the nomination, he will win the general election, though it might well be a close one. Why? Well, put it this way. Whenever a candidate who has great charisma runs for the presidency, he almost always wins. This has been a fact since the days of radio. Call it the "Harding Effect". I can't think of one time it has ever failed.
Okay, so for a Democrat, he's not so bad on gun rights. When one woman stood up and asked him a question pertaining to this issue, however, I noted she seemed to be one of these strident, cold and shrill bitch type moms. It made me wonder, are these questioners really inside plants meant to convey a certain archetype? If so, it was effective. He managed to reassure the apparent Shrill Hillary clone as to how crime can be fought (giving due credit here to Bill Clinton's 100,000 "Cops" program, which he promises to reinstate) but also reassuring gun advocates that he believes in the Second Amendment right to bear arms.
Well, somewhat reassuring. He did mention closing the "gun show loophole" and having a federal tracking system of guns used in crimes to trace where those guns were purchased as a means of insuring gun dealers obeyed background check laws. By the same token, he never mentioned the old bugaboo about "assault rifles".
Overall, I give him a B- as far as his stated current position on gun owners rights, which is about as good as you can hope for from an allegedly liberal Democratic Senator.
On immigration and border security, pretty much the same drivel you can expect from most Democrats, and many Republicans-including McCain. However, he did throw in there somewhere that there needs to be an increase in border guards and border patrols, so for that reason, in addition to his promise to crack down on people purposely hiring illegal immigrants, I give him a C+.
He slipped up once in mentioning health care reform, referring to it as "welfare reform", though he quickly corrected himself. Still, I had to wonder, where the hell did that come from?
He promised to have open hearings on the subject, at which he would bring all parties to the table, including insurance and drug companies, wryly adding that they wouldn't, however, be able to buy every seat at the table. He chastised them for diverting so much of the money derived from their current tax breaks, allegedly needed for supposed research and development, into marketing, such as in commercials where people are happy and dancing in fields of flowers in commercials where you never know what drug is advertised, "except for that one. Yeah, you know what that one's for". That brought a pretty good laugh.
He's going to begin to bring troops home beginning his first year, though he swears not to withdraw precipitously, but slowly and deliberately. This would take two years, he said, which would put the Iraqi government on notice that they need to get their act together. In the meantime, he would continue to help build infrastructure, train their military and police, provide humanitarian aid, etc. There would be a continued presence, just not a permanent military base.
On the really positive front, he would end tax breaks to corporations that send jobs overseas, but would keep them for companies that keep jobs here in America. Hard to find fault with that. Well, for me it is anyway, so I won't try.
As of now, I still doubt I will vote for him, or for anybody else. By the same token, I have to admit, by the time the rally was over, I didn't feel so bad at the prospect of him being the next President Of The United States.
However, I do dread his judicial appointments, the one current fear above all others when it comes to Democratic candidates that I just cant seem to shake.
I'll say this. He has gotten a bad rap as far as being big on rhetoric and lacking on specifics. True, he spoke in pretty broad generalizations, but he gives the impression that he does have strong, compelling ideas, without feeling the need to go into minutiae, which would probably doom his campaign. Overall, I give his performance a B-. That's about as good as it gets with me for any politician of any party, so be impressed.
Though the man does have obvious rhetorical gifts, I was struck more by the cerebral policy of his address, his casual and yet assertive tone, his commanding and yet comforting demeanor.
Frankly, I tend to believe that if he gets the nomination, he will win the general election, though it might well be a close one. Why? Well, put it this way. Whenever a candidate who has great charisma runs for the presidency, he almost always wins. This has been a fact since the days of radio. Call it the "Harding Effect". I can't think of one time it has ever failed.
Buckley And His Legacy-Will It Die WIth Him?
My favorite saying of the late William F. Buckley, which I paraphrase here-
Even if you took the rhetoric of the marijuana prohibitionists at face value, prohibition of marijuana has still caused far more damage to far more people and to the country than marijuana ever would or could.
Buckley was not a god, of course, but this was one of a number of issues where he was, as far as I‘m concerned, right on. Of course, he was a thoughtful man who happened to be right far more often than he was wrong. On the Iraq War, he was correct to note that it was the correct thing to do to invade and overthrow Saddam. He was also right when he said, more or less, that the endeavor had fallen apart and we were losing the war. Then, he was right to support the Surge.
Some people in the early days thought he was an incendiary bigot and race baiter, as he made it clear that he understood the concerns of white southerners, and others, owing to the potential effects of miscegenation, and the likely turmoil that would come about as a result of forced desegregation.
He had some points in regards to the obvious culture clash, the heavy-handed tactics of the federal government, and the potential long term consequences of social engineering, though he was wrong in other regards about what he trumpeted as the basic immorality of blacks.
No, he wasn’t perfect. For proof of that, take into account the fact that he not only supported John McCain, but donated money to him. He was, however, perhaps one of the first architects of the on-going Republican takeover in the South, something that, when he began his career, could never have been foreseen.
Yet, he was not only an economic and foreign policy conservative, he was, as a devout Catholic, a social conservative as well. William F. Buckley did not just build the three-legged stool. He crafted it in his own image.
He founded the National Review, and was in fact one of the founding fathers of modern conservatism, along with Robert Taft, Barry Goldwater, and of course Ronald Reagan. When he retired, he handed the reins of the National Review over to Neo-con William Kristol-which was not a good choice, in my opinion. Of course, to be fair, I am only a part-time conservative. Buckley personified the movement.
Now, at his death at the age of eighty-two, that movement that he founded has fallen into disarray and seems in danger of itself passing on. One wonders if he would have noted the irony.
Although Buckley came across to many as an elitist, he distrusted elites, declaring famously he would trust the first one hundred names in the Boston phone directory before he would the faculty of Harvard. It has been well over forty years since he spoke this line, and as far as I know he never repeated it. Well, after all, those first one hundred names in the Boston phone directory probably voted for Ted Kennedy by a two-to-one margin.
Nabokov's Final Gambit
Dmitiri Nakokov is in somewhat of a bind, a true moral dilemna. Should he abide by the deathbed wishes of his father, the author Vladimir, and burn the first draft of his last and unpublished novel? Or, should he disregard those wishes and save the novel-perhaps even publish it?
If Dmitri decides to burn the novel, I will certainly support him. By the same token, I support him should he decide not to, whether he publishes the novel or keeps it in a locked vault, or donates it to a collection of various author’s work, or whatever he might decide.
His problem is, he seems to want to save the work, but can’t seem to think of a valid reason to disregard the late elder Nabokov’s wishes.
Well, suppose Vladimir left Dmitri instructions to take his only tangible material possessions-let’s say it was a million dollars worth of diamonds-and dump them to the bottom of the Caribbean. Or, what if Vladimir left a large house, and instructed a homeless and destitute Dmitiri that he should use the entirety of the money left his father to have the house dismantled, or razed, or burned to the ground, or imploded.
Unless these instructions were codified in a legal will, could anyone fault Dmitri for refusing to destroy or otherwise disregard what is, after all, his own legal birthright and inheritance?
I do not assume, of course, that Dmitri Nabokov is destitute and homeless, but that is really beside the point. This novel, left in the care of Dmitri, is as much his birthright, his inheritance, as any other tangible asset that may have been left behind by the elder Nabokov.
Dmitri has, in my opinion, the right and the prerogative to dispose of it as he will-or not.
If Dmitri decides to burn the novel, I will certainly support him. By the same token, I support him should he decide not to, whether he publishes the novel or keeps it in a locked vault, or donates it to a collection of various author’s work, or whatever he might decide.
His problem is, he seems to want to save the work, but can’t seem to think of a valid reason to disregard the late elder Nabokov’s wishes.
Well, suppose Vladimir left Dmitri instructions to take his only tangible material possessions-let’s say it was a million dollars worth of diamonds-and dump them to the bottom of the Caribbean. Or, what if Vladimir left a large house, and instructed a homeless and destitute Dmitiri that he should use the entirety of the money left his father to have the house dismantled, or razed, or burned to the ground, or imploded.
Unless these instructions were codified in a legal will, could anyone fault Dmitri for refusing to destroy or otherwise disregard what is, after all, his own legal birthright and inheritance?
I do not assume, of course, that Dmitri Nabokov is destitute and homeless, but that is really beside the point. This novel, left in the care of Dmitri, is as much his birthright, his inheritance, as any other tangible asset that may have been left behind by the elder Nabokov.
Dmitri has, in my opinion, the right and the prerogative to dispose of it as he will-or not.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Radu-Chapter XXXVII (A Novel by Patrick Kelley)
Previous Installments-
Part One
Prologue and Chapters I-X
Part Two
Chapter XI
Chapter XII
Chapter XIII
Chapter XIV
Chapter XV
Chapter XVI
Chapter XVII
Chapter XVIII
Chapter XIX
Chapter XX
Chapter XXI
Chapter XXII
PartThree
Chapter XXIII
Chapter XXIV
Chapter XXV
Chapter XXVI
Chapter XXVII
Chapter XXVIII
Chapter XXIX
Chapter XXX
Chapter XXXI
Chapter XXXII
Chapter XXXIII
Chapter XXXIV
Chapter XXXV
Chapter XXXVII
Radu-Chapter XXXVII (A Novel by Patrick Kelley)
5 pages approximate
When Grace looked at herself in the mirror, the first time she was horrified. The second time, she was sickened. Then, she became angry. Finally, as she looked upon her bloated face, with the boils and the running blisters, pus draining from them as they itched and burned, she looked upon her reddened-grayish complexion with a sense of acceptance of the inevitable.
Then, although she could have never foreseen it, she gradually felt something that transcended mere acceptance. She felt a sense of amusement.
“Eddie, I look like an evil clown, don’t you think?”
Edward Akito smiled.
“It is only temporary, I assure you” he replied. “As soon as you have completed the birthing process, you will be your old self, only better than ever. You will see.”
He stepped up behind her and grasped her waist as he stood closely against her backside.
“I always was taken with you,” he said. “Even when you were a little girl, on that first night we met under such unfortunate circumstances. Unfortunately, my wife did not share my passion, or my enthusiasm. That I could forgive, or at least overlook. What I could never abide was her lack of humor and-well, grace-pun intentional, yet apt.”
“I am so sorry that she died the way you describe, though,” Grace said as she leaned backwards in his arms. “Mad cow disease would be a horrible thing for her or anyone to go through. It would be a terrible thing for you to go through her death in such a manner.”
“I always tried to warn her-‘do not eat the brains’,” he replied. “Alas, she would not listen. The hedonistic lifestyle we engaged in, however, does not lend itself easily to self-discipline. She had her tastes, and I had mine. I cannot fault her. What is that old saying? Oh, yes-‘there, but for the grace of God’-you know, your name does seem to lend itself to puns.
“Really, though, Grace, as magnanimous as it is of you to offer sympathy on my behalf, it is not necessary, nor is it warranted. While I tried to save you, she insisted you be eliminated. I tried to speak up for you. So did Mikhail, and so even did Nadia.”
“I still find that very difficult to believe,” Grace said. “I am sure you must be mistaken. Had they meant to protect me, surely Groznyy would have known, and yet Groznyy killed them and all the others girls and women in their charge.”
“Ah, but then again, Groznyy tried to save you, and yet you killed him, no?” Eddie pointed out as he led her toward the dinner table. She was stronger these last days of her pregnancy, and yet she was still weak. The infant to whom she was the host drained her energy and lowered her resistance to fatigue and to illnesses that ordinarily Grace could fight off with but the slightest effort. Now, she was weak and dizzy, and the walk from the living room to the dining area seemed to be more like a difficult though necessary pilgrimage.
“I was not myself when I murdered Groznyy,” she explained. “Seeing as to what I went through, surely you understand that.”
“I am not trying to engender sympathy for Karl Emile Groznyy,” Akito reassured her. “His reasons for wanting to save you were self-serving, and that is putting it kindly. He was weak. Yet, he saved you. You killed him not for the service he performed, but for the simple fact that somewhere deep inside you understood, even at such a young age, that he outlived his usefulness.
“As for the reason Mikhail and Nadia had to die, let us for now just say it was at the time deemed appropriate in order to protect those whose services were of greater value at the time. Phillip Khoska, in fact, agreed to this. Now, it would seem Mr. Khoska has outlived his own usefulness. That is the supreme irony, in that the man who imagined himself to be in charge of practically everything in the known universe, was in fact a mere pawn.”
They sat, and Grace sat in such a way as to be as relaxed as possible. Soon, he served her dinner. She looked upon the hot, steamy and dark colored liquid placed before her with a modicum of suspicion. Eddie smiled at her.
“Do not fear,” he said. “It is merely chicken broth. It is very good for you.”
She lapped it up quickly, and Eddie watched in approval. Her appetite was finally starting to return.
“I have something I wish to show you, back in the living room,” he told her as she finished the broth.
Once they arrived in front of the large plasma screen television that hung on the wall, Grace noted that she suddenly felt much better. Yet, she still felt some anxiety.
“Must Phelps die?”
Eddie looked at her strangely.
“You were quite fond of him, weren’t you?” he asked as he turned on the television by remote.
“He has been a good friend,” she replied. “If he has to die, I can not help but feel some degree of sadness and responsibility. Or-is he already dead?”
“He is alive for now,” Eddie responded. “If he lives-well, that is up to him, so stop worrying. It is his choice.”
Grace looked upon the television screen, where she saw an interview conducted by a Washington area television reporter, one attached to the D.C. bureau of Fox News. The subject of his interview was former Baltimore area politician Greg Morrison. Morrison seemed contrite, but Grace was not impressed.
“You really ‘pulled a number on him’, as they say,” Eddie noted. “He had to go to the hospital for observation, you know. The poor fellow nearly had a nervous breakdown. Of course, it worked out for the best. While there, his physician discovered his arteries so badly clogged, and his cholesterol so alarmingly high, he deemed it necessary to perform an emergency open-heart surgery. Not many people are aware that the poor fellow actually died on the operating table. Now, he sits there before you on this live television interview, the recipient of the newest state-of-the art pacemaker. He does look somewhat pale and weak, does he not? Well, of course he is yet recuperating. Nevertheless, he will be more than sufficiently healthy to appear before a joint session of Congress, where he will testify about the sex-slave and child pornography scourge of which he was such a vital and important part for such a long time.
“In fact, he is another who, like Groznyy, and like Phillip Khoska, had an unfortunately, shall we say, exaggerated sense of their importance.”
“You mean, you couldn’t get to him?” Grace asked suspiciously. “I find that very difficult to believe. Would it not be dangerous for him to testify? How can you allow this?”
Eddie looked at her with grim curiosity.
“You surprise me, Grace,” he said. “Would it surprise you to learn that the doctor who saw to the care and recovery of our good Mr. Morrison was none other than Doctor Frederick Sherman?”
Grace was stunned beyond words.
“That’s my doctor,” she said in amazement
“Indeed,” Akito replied. “He has taken quite good care of you, by the way-just as I intended. Of course, he was required to give you quite a wide berth. I didn’t want too many restrictions placed on you, and on your journey through life.”
Grace had no idea how to take all this information. It was more than she could reasonably process, and she had taught herself to be ready for any eventuality. Yet, she never suspected.
“I suppose you are going to tell me next you are responsible for the Seventeenth Pulse-for Toby, and for James Berry.”
“No, those were unforeseen occurrences,” Eddie explained. “You handled them quite well, by the way. In fact, they are now quite vital to our needs. People such as this are easily manipulated, of course. Who knows, perhaps they will continue to prove useful. I certainly hope so. It would be a shame to have to dispose them. David Chou, for another example, has also turned into an integral part of the project, as has Marty Evans. For that matter, Aleksandre Khoska, for all his sanctimonious hypocrisy, has proven most vital. And, of course, there is our good, dear Marlowe Krovell, the most important of all.”
“Then-you are the leader of all of this?” she asked.
“I would never be so bold as to go that far,” he answered. “That would be quite presumptuous of me. To be blunt, it would be a lie. I am, in fact, a mere soldier, so to speak. In time, all will be clear to you, Grace. For now, just sit back and watch. What you are about to see is a film about a pacemaker, one which is identical to the one now implanted within the personage of our poor, greatly maligned Mr. Morrison.”
“You know, I believe I shall pop some popcorn,” he added, almost as an afterthought.
He bounded up from the sofa and out of the room with a grace and dexterity that belied his more than forty years, as the television started to come into focus. As the image became clearer, Grace discovered it to be an outdoor scene, with what appeared to be a huge multi-story complex in the background. She realized she was looking not at some kind of documentary, as she had expected, but instead at some kind of live feed, from some undisclosed location. She could hear men talking in the background, with one voice predominant, as it seemed to call out some kind of code, consisting almost entirely of letters and numbers.
Something about the female voice seemed robotic as it droned in a monotone, very rarely interspacing the coded sequence with an actual word-what seemed in fact to be a Slavic word which, despite her familiarity with the language type, she yet could not translate, nor even identify. This continued at some length until Eddie returned with a large bowl full of steaming hot, buttered and salted popcorn.
“Perhaps you would like a soft drink?” he asked.
“I thought you said this was a film about pacemaker,” she reminded him. “What does that old complex have to do with it? Where is this anyway?”
“It’s an abandoned military facility, somewhere out in the desert of Nevada,” he replied. “It was at one time a top secret installation. Very few people know where it is. I do not even know its exact coordinates, to tell you the truth. One of the prototypes of the pacemaker is somewhere inside that largest building.”
Grace grabbed a handful of the popcorn as Eddie poured her an ice-filled glass of cola. She munched the treat hungrily, until suddenly, before her very eyes, the entire complex exploded. At first, a gigantic cloud of dust and smoke hid it from view, as the loud rumblings of the aftershock of the explosion seemed to shake the speakers of the television screen. Grace watched with mouth agape as the dust and smoke finally cleared, to reveal nothing but rubble. The implication was obvious, and unbelievable.
“You have got to be joking,” she said. “Are you telling me that something the size of a pacemaker-did that? I do not believe it. Nothing that small could be that powerful.”
Eddie smiled and paused the film with which he recorded the transmission. He then re-winded it.
“Watch very closely,” he said as. He stopped the film a few seconds prior to the moment of the blast. He then forwarded the film in slow motion.
What Grace saw next was even more unbelievable.
“Now do you see, my dear?”
Grace watched enthralled at the sight of the seven missiles that converged on the old, abandoned complex.
“I believe the colloquial name for those missiles are ‘daisy cutters’”, Eddie explained, as he flipped back over to a Fox News segment, a discussion of the up-and-coming Congressional testimony of Gregory Morrison. Greta Van Sustern, a network regular, was a guest on this particular show, and revealed what she described as a bombshell. Morrison had recently been the recipient of open-heart surgery and was the beneficiary of a new pacemaker. She also revealed that Congress had granted him immunity in return for his coming testimony before Congress.
“Immunity? Ha!” Eddie shouted with delight. “If they only knew!”
Grace was now feeling more anxious than ever. She knew something of monstrous proportions was about to unfold. Yet, even she could never have guessed the extent of the operation Eddie Akito and his organization were about to undertake. This, if true, was the biggest story of the century, perhaps of all time.
She looked over toward the mirror, and took note of the bags that gathered under her eyes, which were now a sickly green, but which glowed with a hideous light. Everything would soon end. It had advanced too far to stop, after all the years of careful planning and allowances for contingencies. The timetable was in place. Soon, the world would be in chaos. She wondered what it would be like, what the long-term consequences would be. She knew that, at this stage, nothing could prevent the coming apocalypse. She also knew that this was merely the beginning-a mere fleeting glimpse, a miniscule portion of what was to transpire.
She felt compelled to try to do something to prevent this travesty. She never understood this aspect of her personality, this maddening urge to do what most people would consider “the right thing”. If she could get to Phelps, could save him before it was too late, perhaps he could tell her what to do, and help her. He would know how to get the word out to the proper authorities. If not him, perhaps Cruiser Dietrich, with his contacts, could get word to them in time to avert this unmitigated criminal conspiracy-this crime against humanity.
All the same, she knew it would be a waste of time. The only person who could conceivably stop this madness was an old Orthodox Romanian Priest by the name of Aleksandre Khoska. Ironically, Grace understood that Khoska was the last person who would listen to her. Yet, he was her only hope-the worlds only hope. In some way she could never understand, Marlowe Krovell was the key. Without him, the entire plan would fall apart. Yet, Khoska was, in some way, the only person who could ever hope to stop him.
She felt herself growing sick, and turned towards Akito, who looked at her, wagging a finger.
“Tsk, tsk, tsk,” he said.
“What is wrong?” she asked as the room suddenly once more began spinning around.
“I think someone’s conscience is bothering her,” Eddie said with a smile. “That is all right. That is usually the last thing to go, not the first. Of course, yours has not been dead all this time, after all-merely sleeping. It is good we have been able to bring it to the surface. It is perhaps the one flaw in your personality, Grace dear, latent though it has been for all these years. Though its resurgence is unfortunate, we shall remedy that, of course. In fact, it is good that it happened now. We seem to have caught it, just in the nick of time.”
He advanced towards her carefully, and she wanted to run. Instead, as he got closer, Grace went limp. As she fell, she reached for the end table by where she stood, resulting in the bowl of popcorn flipping its contents, sending them flying into the air. Grace then collapsed with a thud to the floor. She then saw the smiling face of Eddie Akito, who was still speaking, loudly, though calmly, and yet now unintelligibly, as suddenly, the lights faded and the darkness engulfed her.
Part One
Prologue and Chapters I-X
Part Two
Chapter XI
Chapter XII
Chapter XIII
Chapter XIV
Chapter XV
Chapter XVI
Chapter XVII
Chapter XVIII
Chapter XIX
Chapter XX
Chapter XXI
Chapter XXII
PartThree
Chapter XXIII
Chapter XXIV
Chapter XXV
Chapter XXVI
Chapter XXVII
Chapter XXVIII
Chapter XXIX
Chapter XXX
Chapter XXXI
Chapter XXXII
Chapter XXXIII
Chapter XXXIV
Chapter XXXV
Chapter XXXVII
Radu-Chapter XXXVII (A Novel by Patrick Kelley)
5 pages approximate
When Grace looked at herself in the mirror, the first time she was horrified. The second time, she was sickened. Then, she became angry. Finally, as she looked upon her bloated face, with the boils and the running blisters, pus draining from them as they itched and burned, she looked upon her reddened-grayish complexion with a sense of acceptance of the inevitable.
Then, although she could have never foreseen it, she gradually felt something that transcended mere acceptance. She felt a sense of amusement.
“Eddie, I look like an evil clown, don’t you think?”
Edward Akito smiled.
“It is only temporary, I assure you” he replied. “As soon as you have completed the birthing process, you will be your old self, only better than ever. You will see.”
He stepped up behind her and grasped her waist as he stood closely against her backside.
“I always was taken with you,” he said. “Even when you were a little girl, on that first night we met under such unfortunate circumstances. Unfortunately, my wife did not share my passion, or my enthusiasm. That I could forgive, or at least overlook. What I could never abide was her lack of humor and-well, grace-pun intentional, yet apt.”
“I am so sorry that she died the way you describe, though,” Grace said as she leaned backwards in his arms. “Mad cow disease would be a horrible thing for her or anyone to go through. It would be a terrible thing for you to go through her death in such a manner.”
“I always tried to warn her-‘do not eat the brains’,” he replied. “Alas, she would not listen. The hedonistic lifestyle we engaged in, however, does not lend itself easily to self-discipline. She had her tastes, and I had mine. I cannot fault her. What is that old saying? Oh, yes-‘there, but for the grace of God’-you know, your name does seem to lend itself to puns.
“Really, though, Grace, as magnanimous as it is of you to offer sympathy on my behalf, it is not necessary, nor is it warranted. While I tried to save you, she insisted you be eliminated. I tried to speak up for you. So did Mikhail, and so even did Nadia.”
“I still find that very difficult to believe,” Grace said. “I am sure you must be mistaken. Had they meant to protect me, surely Groznyy would have known, and yet Groznyy killed them and all the others girls and women in their charge.”
“Ah, but then again, Groznyy tried to save you, and yet you killed him, no?” Eddie pointed out as he led her toward the dinner table. She was stronger these last days of her pregnancy, and yet she was still weak. The infant to whom she was the host drained her energy and lowered her resistance to fatigue and to illnesses that ordinarily Grace could fight off with but the slightest effort. Now, she was weak and dizzy, and the walk from the living room to the dining area seemed to be more like a difficult though necessary pilgrimage.
“I was not myself when I murdered Groznyy,” she explained. “Seeing as to what I went through, surely you understand that.”
“I am not trying to engender sympathy for Karl Emile Groznyy,” Akito reassured her. “His reasons for wanting to save you were self-serving, and that is putting it kindly. He was weak. Yet, he saved you. You killed him not for the service he performed, but for the simple fact that somewhere deep inside you understood, even at such a young age, that he outlived his usefulness.
“As for the reason Mikhail and Nadia had to die, let us for now just say it was at the time deemed appropriate in order to protect those whose services were of greater value at the time. Phillip Khoska, in fact, agreed to this. Now, it would seem Mr. Khoska has outlived his own usefulness. That is the supreme irony, in that the man who imagined himself to be in charge of practically everything in the known universe, was in fact a mere pawn.”
They sat, and Grace sat in such a way as to be as relaxed as possible. Soon, he served her dinner. She looked upon the hot, steamy and dark colored liquid placed before her with a modicum of suspicion. Eddie smiled at her.
“Do not fear,” he said. “It is merely chicken broth. It is very good for you.”
She lapped it up quickly, and Eddie watched in approval. Her appetite was finally starting to return.
“I have something I wish to show you, back in the living room,” he told her as she finished the broth.
Once they arrived in front of the large plasma screen television that hung on the wall, Grace noted that she suddenly felt much better. Yet, she still felt some anxiety.
“Must Phelps die?”
Eddie looked at her strangely.
“You were quite fond of him, weren’t you?” he asked as he turned on the television by remote.
“He has been a good friend,” she replied. “If he has to die, I can not help but feel some degree of sadness and responsibility. Or-is he already dead?”
“He is alive for now,” Eddie responded. “If he lives-well, that is up to him, so stop worrying. It is his choice.”
Grace looked upon the television screen, where she saw an interview conducted by a Washington area television reporter, one attached to the D.C. bureau of Fox News. The subject of his interview was former Baltimore area politician Greg Morrison. Morrison seemed contrite, but Grace was not impressed.
“You really ‘pulled a number on him’, as they say,” Eddie noted. “He had to go to the hospital for observation, you know. The poor fellow nearly had a nervous breakdown. Of course, it worked out for the best. While there, his physician discovered his arteries so badly clogged, and his cholesterol so alarmingly high, he deemed it necessary to perform an emergency open-heart surgery. Not many people are aware that the poor fellow actually died on the operating table. Now, he sits there before you on this live television interview, the recipient of the newest state-of-the art pacemaker. He does look somewhat pale and weak, does he not? Well, of course he is yet recuperating. Nevertheless, he will be more than sufficiently healthy to appear before a joint session of Congress, where he will testify about the sex-slave and child pornography scourge of which he was such a vital and important part for such a long time.
“In fact, he is another who, like Groznyy, and like Phillip Khoska, had an unfortunately, shall we say, exaggerated sense of their importance.”
“You mean, you couldn’t get to him?” Grace asked suspiciously. “I find that very difficult to believe. Would it not be dangerous for him to testify? How can you allow this?”
Eddie looked at her with grim curiosity.
“You surprise me, Grace,” he said. “Would it surprise you to learn that the doctor who saw to the care and recovery of our good Mr. Morrison was none other than Doctor Frederick Sherman?”
Grace was stunned beyond words.
“That’s my doctor,” she said in amazement
“Indeed,” Akito replied. “He has taken quite good care of you, by the way-just as I intended. Of course, he was required to give you quite a wide berth. I didn’t want too many restrictions placed on you, and on your journey through life.”
Grace had no idea how to take all this information. It was more than she could reasonably process, and she had taught herself to be ready for any eventuality. Yet, she never suspected.
“I suppose you are going to tell me next you are responsible for the Seventeenth Pulse-for Toby, and for James Berry.”
“No, those were unforeseen occurrences,” Eddie explained. “You handled them quite well, by the way. In fact, they are now quite vital to our needs. People such as this are easily manipulated, of course. Who knows, perhaps they will continue to prove useful. I certainly hope so. It would be a shame to have to dispose them. David Chou, for another example, has also turned into an integral part of the project, as has Marty Evans. For that matter, Aleksandre Khoska, for all his sanctimonious hypocrisy, has proven most vital. And, of course, there is our good, dear Marlowe Krovell, the most important of all.”
“Then-you are the leader of all of this?” she asked.
“I would never be so bold as to go that far,” he answered. “That would be quite presumptuous of me. To be blunt, it would be a lie. I am, in fact, a mere soldier, so to speak. In time, all will be clear to you, Grace. For now, just sit back and watch. What you are about to see is a film about a pacemaker, one which is identical to the one now implanted within the personage of our poor, greatly maligned Mr. Morrison.”
“You know, I believe I shall pop some popcorn,” he added, almost as an afterthought.
He bounded up from the sofa and out of the room with a grace and dexterity that belied his more than forty years, as the television started to come into focus. As the image became clearer, Grace discovered it to be an outdoor scene, with what appeared to be a huge multi-story complex in the background. She realized she was looking not at some kind of documentary, as she had expected, but instead at some kind of live feed, from some undisclosed location. She could hear men talking in the background, with one voice predominant, as it seemed to call out some kind of code, consisting almost entirely of letters and numbers.
Something about the female voice seemed robotic as it droned in a monotone, very rarely interspacing the coded sequence with an actual word-what seemed in fact to be a Slavic word which, despite her familiarity with the language type, she yet could not translate, nor even identify. This continued at some length until Eddie returned with a large bowl full of steaming hot, buttered and salted popcorn.
“Perhaps you would like a soft drink?” he asked.
“I thought you said this was a film about pacemaker,” she reminded him. “What does that old complex have to do with it? Where is this anyway?”
“It’s an abandoned military facility, somewhere out in the desert of Nevada,” he replied. “It was at one time a top secret installation. Very few people know where it is. I do not even know its exact coordinates, to tell you the truth. One of the prototypes of the pacemaker is somewhere inside that largest building.”
Grace grabbed a handful of the popcorn as Eddie poured her an ice-filled glass of cola. She munched the treat hungrily, until suddenly, before her very eyes, the entire complex exploded. At first, a gigantic cloud of dust and smoke hid it from view, as the loud rumblings of the aftershock of the explosion seemed to shake the speakers of the television screen. Grace watched with mouth agape as the dust and smoke finally cleared, to reveal nothing but rubble. The implication was obvious, and unbelievable.
“You have got to be joking,” she said. “Are you telling me that something the size of a pacemaker-did that? I do not believe it. Nothing that small could be that powerful.”
Eddie smiled and paused the film with which he recorded the transmission. He then re-winded it.
“Watch very closely,” he said as. He stopped the film a few seconds prior to the moment of the blast. He then forwarded the film in slow motion.
What Grace saw next was even more unbelievable.
“Now do you see, my dear?”
Grace watched enthralled at the sight of the seven missiles that converged on the old, abandoned complex.
“I believe the colloquial name for those missiles are ‘daisy cutters’”, Eddie explained, as he flipped back over to a Fox News segment, a discussion of the up-and-coming Congressional testimony of Gregory Morrison. Greta Van Sustern, a network regular, was a guest on this particular show, and revealed what she described as a bombshell. Morrison had recently been the recipient of open-heart surgery and was the beneficiary of a new pacemaker. She also revealed that Congress had granted him immunity in return for his coming testimony before Congress.
“Immunity? Ha!” Eddie shouted with delight. “If they only knew!”
Grace was now feeling more anxious than ever. She knew something of monstrous proportions was about to unfold. Yet, even she could never have guessed the extent of the operation Eddie Akito and his organization were about to undertake. This, if true, was the biggest story of the century, perhaps of all time.
She looked over toward the mirror, and took note of the bags that gathered under her eyes, which were now a sickly green, but which glowed with a hideous light. Everything would soon end. It had advanced too far to stop, after all the years of careful planning and allowances for contingencies. The timetable was in place. Soon, the world would be in chaos. She wondered what it would be like, what the long-term consequences would be. She knew that, at this stage, nothing could prevent the coming apocalypse. She also knew that this was merely the beginning-a mere fleeting glimpse, a miniscule portion of what was to transpire.
She felt compelled to try to do something to prevent this travesty. She never understood this aspect of her personality, this maddening urge to do what most people would consider “the right thing”. If she could get to Phelps, could save him before it was too late, perhaps he could tell her what to do, and help her. He would know how to get the word out to the proper authorities. If not him, perhaps Cruiser Dietrich, with his contacts, could get word to them in time to avert this unmitigated criminal conspiracy-this crime against humanity.
All the same, she knew it would be a waste of time. The only person who could conceivably stop this madness was an old Orthodox Romanian Priest by the name of Aleksandre Khoska. Ironically, Grace understood that Khoska was the last person who would listen to her. Yet, he was her only hope-the worlds only hope. In some way she could never understand, Marlowe Krovell was the key. Without him, the entire plan would fall apart. Yet, Khoska was, in some way, the only person who could ever hope to stop him.
She felt herself growing sick, and turned towards Akito, who looked at her, wagging a finger.
“Tsk, tsk, tsk,” he said.
“What is wrong?” she asked as the room suddenly once more began spinning around.
“I think someone’s conscience is bothering her,” Eddie said with a smile. “That is all right. That is usually the last thing to go, not the first. Of course, yours has not been dead all this time, after all-merely sleeping. It is good we have been able to bring it to the surface. It is perhaps the one flaw in your personality, Grace dear, latent though it has been for all these years. Though its resurgence is unfortunate, we shall remedy that, of course. In fact, it is good that it happened now. We seem to have caught it, just in the nick of time.”
He advanced towards her carefully, and she wanted to run. Instead, as he got closer, Grace went limp. As she fell, she reached for the end table by where she stood, resulting in the bowl of popcorn flipping its contents, sending them flying into the air. Grace then collapsed with a thud to the floor. She then saw the smiling face of Eddie Akito, who was still speaking, loudly, though calmly, and yet now unintelligibly, as suddenly, the lights faded and the darkness engulfed her.
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Monday, February 25, 2008
Cooking Things Up-Some Good Eatin' With Rachael Ray
If Hillary does win the Democratic nomination, and then the presidency, I have a good idea who might be the White House chef.
They do seem to work well together, Bill Clinton and Rachael Ray. They have even joined forces, so to speak. Rachael opened wide the doors of opportunity, and Bill inserted his able assistance. It is a good cause, after all. What is more to the point, they come from a shared perspective. Bill was an overweight child due to a poor diet. As for Rachael, all you have to do is take a good look at her.
This slightly overweight brunette with the bubbly personality has a lot to offer. She is smart and talented, and though she is some thirty years or more Bill’s junior, they do seem well matched to do good works together.
Bill appeared on her show while Hillary was doubtless busy with her Senate duties, and while preparing her current run for the presidency, in April of 2007. Bill no doubt thought Hillary would quickly win the nomination. Hell, she was supposed to have it all sewn up by Super Tuesday. By the time the Iowa caucus was settled, however, it quickly became obvious things were not going quite exactly as planned.
Thanks to Barak Obama, Bill was obliged to become more involved in Hillary’s campaign than he might have initially planned to be, thereby interfering in the important work that he intended to perform. His work fighting childhood obesity by the side of the lovely and talented Ms. Ray would be one example of one duty he might have had to put on hold.
This of course might offer a valid explanation as to his ill temperament at certain times. This of course would be perfectly understandable. Hell, people-there are children to save. There are young people that need help. And, as we all know, when it comes to young people, Bill Clinton is a very passionate advocate, never wont to pass up an opportunity to fulfill their needs and desires.
Yeah, Bill got a little pissed off, but cut the guy some slack.
As for you, Rachael Ray, you hang in there, girlfriend. My, what a big, wide smile you have. That is just the kind of attitude you need to get through the hard times. While you can get a lot from your partnership with Bill, you certainly bring your own share of talents to bear. Of this, I have no doubt.
By the way, is that a “grease” stain on your leg?
They do seem to work well together, Bill Clinton and Rachael Ray. They have even joined forces, so to speak. Rachael opened wide the doors of opportunity, and Bill inserted his able assistance. It is a good cause, after all. What is more to the point, they come from a shared perspective. Bill was an overweight child due to a poor diet. As for Rachael, all you have to do is take a good look at her.
This slightly overweight brunette with the bubbly personality has a lot to offer. She is smart and talented, and though she is some thirty years or more Bill’s junior, they do seem well matched to do good works together.
Bill appeared on her show while Hillary was doubtless busy with her Senate duties, and while preparing her current run for the presidency, in April of 2007. Bill no doubt thought Hillary would quickly win the nomination. Hell, she was supposed to have it all sewn up by Super Tuesday. By the time the Iowa caucus was settled, however, it quickly became obvious things were not going quite exactly as planned.
Thanks to Barak Obama, Bill was obliged to become more involved in Hillary’s campaign than he might have initially planned to be, thereby interfering in the important work that he intended to perform. His work fighting childhood obesity by the side of the lovely and talented Ms. Ray would be one example of one duty he might have had to put on hold.
This of course might offer a valid explanation as to his ill temperament at certain times. This of course would be perfectly understandable. Hell, people-there are children to save. There are young people that need help. And, as we all know, when it comes to young people, Bill Clinton is a very passionate advocate, never wont to pass up an opportunity to fulfill their needs and desires.
Yeah, Bill got a little pissed off, but cut the guy some slack.
As for you, Rachael Ray, you hang in there, girlfriend. My, what a big, wide smile you have. That is just the kind of attitude you need to get through the hard times. While you can get a lot from your partnership with Bill, you certainly bring your own share of talents to bear. Of this, I have no doubt.
By the way, is that a “grease” stain on your leg?
Ralph Nader-The Man Just Can't Help Himself
It's official. Ralph Nader is running for President.
For those who don't understand why, it's simple. He's not trying to win. He knows he can't, which is why he asserts that he won't spend a lot of money in his up-coming campaign.
What he is apparently trying to do is make the Democrats run against him to the left, as opposed to competing with the Republicans for the center. He is not impressed with Obama either, citing his lack of a comprehensive health care plan, and the fact that he, also, is beholden to "special interests". In his case, this seems to be insurance lobbyists, according to Nader.
I find it interesting that Nader waited until now to announce, when it seems Obama will be the likely nominee. His first campaign, as a Green Party candidate, was in 1996, when it was feared he could draw as much as six percent or more of the vote in California, a state Clinton had to win. If he had drawn this high a percentage, it conceivably would have thrown the state to Bob Dole, costing Clinton the presidency.
There were meetings between Naders' staff and Clinton's, and there were reports at the time that Clinton and Nader themselves might meet to hash out some differences. Nader was concerned about Clinton's lackluster record on environmental and consumer rights issues, and felt Clinton was also beholden to the corporate interests.
In that election, Nader drew 2.4 percent of the popular vote in California, though he only won 1 percent nationwide. Clinton went on the win California, and re-election. It was suggested that Nader held back in his campaign in California. Did Nader hold back? If so, why? Were promises made? If so, they seemingly were not kept. When running for the presidency again in 2000, Nader spoke bitterly about the former president.
I have always wondered if promises were made, and then broken. More to the point, did Clinton have anything on Nader?
Why did he wait until Hillary Clinton seems almost certain to lose the nomination before he announced his own run? He has obviously been mulling it over well before the time of his official announcement.
I will be watching to see what he does, particularly if Hillary Clinton does somehow exceed current expectations in the up-coming remaining primaries, and somehow pulls out the nomination. This is not at all impossible or even improbable. If she does so, and Nader then seems to disappear suddenly into the background, that would be noteworthy, and suspicious.
After all, the Clintons have the reputation of having a knack for digging up dirt. It would be worthwhile to see Ralph Nader scurry for the exit. His recent campaign announcement might have been premature. In his case, a run against the Clinton machine might well be-yeah, I have to say it-unsafe at any speed.
For those who don't understand why, it's simple. He's not trying to win. He knows he can't, which is why he asserts that he won't spend a lot of money in his up-coming campaign.
What he is apparently trying to do is make the Democrats run against him to the left, as opposed to competing with the Republicans for the center. He is not impressed with Obama either, citing his lack of a comprehensive health care plan, and the fact that he, also, is beholden to "special interests". In his case, this seems to be insurance lobbyists, according to Nader.
I find it interesting that Nader waited until now to announce, when it seems Obama will be the likely nominee. His first campaign, as a Green Party candidate, was in 1996, when it was feared he could draw as much as six percent or more of the vote in California, a state Clinton had to win. If he had drawn this high a percentage, it conceivably would have thrown the state to Bob Dole, costing Clinton the presidency.
There were meetings between Naders' staff and Clinton's, and there were reports at the time that Clinton and Nader themselves might meet to hash out some differences. Nader was concerned about Clinton's lackluster record on environmental and consumer rights issues, and felt Clinton was also beholden to the corporate interests.
In that election, Nader drew 2.4 percent of the popular vote in California, though he only won 1 percent nationwide. Clinton went on the win California, and re-election. It was suggested that Nader held back in his campaign in California. Did Nader hold back? If so, why? Were promises made? If so, they seemingly were not kept. When running for the presidency again in 2000, Nader spoke bitterly about the former president.
I have always wondered if promises were made, and then broken. More to the point, did Clinton have anything on Nader?
Why did he wait until Hillary Clinton seems almost certain to lose the nomination before he announced his own run? He has obviously been mulling it over well before the time of his official announcement.
I will be watching to see what he does, particularly if Hillary Clinton does somehow exceed current expectations in the up-coming remaining primaries, and somehow pulls out the nomination. This is not at all impossible or even improbable. If she does so, and Nader then seems to disappear suddenly into the background, that would be noteworthy, and suspicious.
After all, the Clintons have the reputation of having a knack for digging up dirt. It would be worthwhile to see Ralph Nader scurry for the exit. His recent campaign announcement might have been premature. In his case, a run against the Clinton machine might well be-yeah, I have to say it-unsafe at any speed.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
New York Times Journalistic Integrity-Or, The Lack Thereof
Newspapers and television news, what is known pejoratively these days as the mainstream media, were not always “fair and balanced” in their reportage. Okay, they still are not. They do try to portray themselves in that way, of course. Nevertheless, this is, in fact, a relatively recent innovation.
Take just for an example the recent John McCain story of an alleged affair with a female lobbyist, published recently by The New York Times. Suppose the Times published this story not in this year, 2008, but in 1808. It might well read like this-
SENATOR JOHM MCCAIN ENGAGED IN IMMORAL EXTRA-MARITAL AFFAIR WITH LOBBYIST
FORMER AIDS TELL SORDID TRUE STORY OF DEBAUCHERY, SCANDAL, AND CORRUPTION
JOHN MCCANE, SUPPOSED FOE OF WASHINGTON LOBBYIST INFLUENCE PEDDLING, HYPOCRITICALLY MAKES PHONE CALL ON BEHALF OF SCANTILY CLAD, ALLURING FEMALE LOBBYIST
WHAT DID JOHN MCCANE RECEIVE IN RETURN FOR HIS EFFORTS ON HER BEHALF? MONEY? SEX?
FORMER AIDS NOW IN FEAR FOR THEIR LIVES. SAYS ONE-“MCCANE IS A DERANGED PSYCHOTIC LUNATIC”.
AIDS CLAIM MCCANE GIVEN TO ENRAGED TANTRUMS, CURSING, HITTING, AND THROWING INANIMATE OBJECTS AT BELEAGUERED STAFF. IS THIS THE KIND OF MAN WE WANT IN CHARGE OF THE NATION’S NUCLEAR ARSENAL?
MCCANE KISSES A MAN ON FLOOR OF SENATE-A MAN WHO HAPPENS TO BE THE MAN WHO ALLEGEDLY TORTURED HIM AS A VIETNAM POW. IS MCCANE A BRAINWASHED CLOSET HOMOSEXUAL?
MCCANE SAID TO HAVE BETRAYED HIS COUNTRY IN RETURN FOR SPECIAL PRIVILEGES-INCLUDING SEX WITH UNDERAGE VIETNAMESE GIRLS-BOYS TOO.
MCCANE PROVEN SEX ADDICT AND UNFAITHFUL SPOUSE-DIVORCED FIRST WIFE AFTER A CRIPPLING ACCIDENT FOR PRETTIER, YOUNGER WEALTHY PRESENT WIFE TO WHOM HE IS ALSO UNFAITHFUL ON A REGULAR BASIS-PARTICULARLY WITH YOUNGER, ATTRACTIVE FEMALE LOBBYISTS.
JOHN MCCANE SUPPORTER OF AMNESTY FOR ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS. DOES HE WANT SEX WITH YOUNG MEXICAN CHILDREN? OR IS HE JUST IN THE TANK FOR MEXICO THE WAY HE IS FOR VIETNAM-THE COUNTRY WHO TORTURED HIM, YET WHOM HE PUSHED FOR NORMALIZATION OF RELATIONS WITH?
All the above headings are of course sub-titles that would have contained definitive text following each one. This was the style of newspapers published in the nineteenth century. This enabled a businessman, for example, to briefly scan an article and quickly get the salient, more pertinent facts. He could later peruse at his leisure the remaining article in its entirety.
The point is, newspapers were never unbiased, nor are they now. Somewhere along the line, however, editors and publishers realized they could influence more people by pretending to be so. They could also increase their circulation and subscription rates. Now, they rarely make the pretense. People are aware of the formula, which is the reason for the popularity of talk radio, other alternative media, and blogs. Awareness of the true nature of journalistic "objectivity" has seemed to foster an increasingly corresponding decrease in sales and subscriptions. People would prefer to read sources that are open and honest in their affiliations. It is in effect more honest and above board, less manipulative and coercive.
Note in the above example the use of such terms as “proven”, and the implicit tying together of strings of unrelated facts and innuendos into one cohesive unit. Much use is made of exaggeration, hyperbole, and supposition. Yet, there is not much difference at all in the above example and the recent Times article. In both cases, it is obvious where sympathies lie and where they do not. John McCane is in fact a victim of partisan, biased coverage. It is editorializing within the context of a hard news format.
The most vocal critics of newspapers and network television news programs consider them left leaning. Why is this? It might have something to do with the influence of the various schools of journalism from whence they derived their degrees. Otherwise, it is anyone's guess. I personally have long been of the opinion that the left, particularly the Democratic Party, portrays itself, accurately or not, as more ardent supporters of the First Amendment, especially when it comes to freedom of the press.
Whatever the reason, it is hard to avoid the reality that newspaper editorial boards, even in large areas that tend to lean Republican and conservative, tend to be more liberal than not, or at least left-of-center. Moreover, we live in an age where there are seemingly but a few major conglomerates who own vast holdings of newspapers. There is little in the way of competition. Admittedly, there always seems to be, even in the most liberal newspapers, the obligatory conservative op-ed columnist or two. The New York Times, for example, has recently hired William Kristol as a conservative columnist.
Still, the overall make-up of the editorial staff of most major metropolitan newspapers is liberal. That, in fact, is acceptable up to a point, problematic though it is in it's own right. Where it becomes increasingly problematic is when editorial positions tend to bleed, as they all too often seem to do, into the major front-page news stories. In the case of those politicians and candidates a papers editorial board might be more inclined to support, any negative story concerning them might in many cases end up buried in the back pages, if not altogether ignored.
It has been validly stated, for example, that the Clinton-Lewinsky scandal might well have ended up so buried or otherwise ignored were it not for the efforts of Matt Drudge.
In what might be an attempt at damage control, the New York Times ombudsman has written this article denouncing at least the more salacious and unsubstantiated allegations of the original story. Nevertheless, damage to the Times overall credibility might be irreparable for at least the short term.
Is the Times original story author an Obama/Clinton/Democratic Party supporter? While there is no definitive proof of this, it is certainly easy to jump to that conclusion. After all, there is no definitive proof of the allegations against McCain within this front-page “news” article. Just a series of allegations, wholly unproven and unsubstantiated, derived mainly from anonymous sources said to be former aids who experienced a falling out with the Senator.
If the same author happened unexpectedly to walk into a room where Barak Obama was in the process of devouring a live infant, one wonders what his response would be. Would he write a story about the experience? Would the Times publish it? More than likely, they would. Their journalistic integrity might compel them to. By the same token, the story might well end up buried well into the middle of the paper-maybe under the gourmet food section.
Take just for an example the recent John McCain story of an alleged affair with a female lobbyist, published recently by The New York Times. Suppose the Times published this story not in this year, 2008, but in 1808. It might well read like this-
SENATOR JOHM MCCAIN ENGAGED IN IMMORAL EXTRA-MARITAL AFFAIR WITH LOBBYIST
FORMER AIDS TELL SORDID TRUE STORY OF DEBAUCHERY, SCANDAL, AND CORRUPTION
JOHN MCCANE, SUPPOSED FOE OF WASHINGTON LOBBYIST INFLUENCE PEDDLING, HYPOCRITICALLY MAKES PHONE CALL ON BEHALF OF SCANTILY CLAD, ALLURING FEMALE LOBBYIST
WHAT DID JOHN MCCANE RECEIVE IN RETURN FOR HIS EFFORTS ON HER BEHALF? MONEY? SEX?
FORMER AIDS NOW IN FEAR FOR THEIR LIVES. SAYS ONE-“MCCANE IS A DERANGED PSYCHOTIC LUNATIC”.
AIDS CLAIM MCCANE GIVEN TO ENRAGED TANTRUMS, CURSING, HITTING, AND THROWING INANIMATE OBJECTS AT BELEAGUERED STAFF. IS THIS THE KIND OF MAN WE WANT IN CHARGE OF THE NATION’S NUCLEAR ARSENAL?
MCCANE KISSES A MAN ON FLOOR OF SENATE-A MAN WHO HAPPENS TO BE THE MAN WHO ALLEGEDLY TORTURED HIM AS A VIETNAM POW. IS MCCANE A BRAINWASHED CLOSET HOMOSEXUAL?
MCCANE SAID TO HAVE BETRAYED HIS COUNTRY IN RETURN FOR SPECIAL PRIVILEGES-INCLUDING SEX WITH UNDERAGE VIETNAMESE GIRLS-BOYS TOO.
MCCANE PROVEN SEX ADDICT AND UNFAITHFUL SPOUSE-DIVORCED FIRST WIFE AFTER A CRIPPLING ACCIDENT FOR PRETTIER, YOUNGER WEALTHY PRESENT WIFE TO WHOM HE IS ALSO UNFAITHFUL ON A REGULAR BASIS-PARTICULARLY WITH YOUNGER, ATTRACTIVE FEMALE LOBBYISTS.
JOHN MCCANE SUPPORTER OF AMNESTY FOR ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS. DOES HE WANT SEX WITH YOUNG MEXICAN CHILDREN? OR IS HE JUST IN THE TANK FOR MEXICO THE WAY HE IS FOR VIETNAM-THE COUNTRY WHO TORTURED HIM, YET WHOM HE PUSHED FOR NORMALIZATION OF RELATIONS WITH?
All the above headings are of course sub-titles that would have contained definitive text following each one. This was the style of newspapers published in the nineteenth century. This enabled a businessman, for example, to briefly scan an article and quickly get the salient, more pertinent facts. He could later peruse at his leisure the remaining article in its entirety.
The point is, newspapers were never unbiased, nor are they now. Somewhere along the line, however, editors and publishers realized they could influence more people by pretending to be so. They could also increase their circulation and subscription rates. Now, they rarely make the pretense. People are aware of the formula, which is the reason for the popularity of talk radio, other alternative media, and blogs. Awareness of the true nature of journalistic "objectivity" has seemed to foster an increasingly corresponding decrease in sales and subscriptions. People would prefer to read sources that are open and honest in their affiliations. It is in effect more honest and above board, less manipulative and coercive.
Note in the above example the use of such terms as “proven”, and the implicit tying together of strings of unrelated facts and innuendos into one cohesive unit. Much use is made of exaggeration, hyperbole, and supposition. Yet, there is not much difference at all in the above example and the recent Times article. In both cases, it is obvious where sympathies lie and where they do not. John McCane is in fact a victim of partisan, biased coverage. It is editorializing within the context of a hard news format.
The most vocal critics of newspapers and network television news programs consider them left leaning. Why is this? It might have something to do with the influence of the various schools of journalism from whence they derived their degrees. Otherwise, it is anyone's guess. I personally have long been of the opinion that the left, particularly the Democratic Party, portrays itself, accurately or not, as more ardent supporters of the First Amendment, especially when it comes to freedom of the press.
Whatever the reason, it is hard to avoid the reality that newspaper editorial boards, even in large areas that tend to lean Republican and conservative, tend to be more liberal than not, or at least left-of-center. Moreover, we live in an age where there are seemingly but a few major conglomerates who own vast holdings of newspapers. There is little in the way of competition. Admittedly, there always seems to be, even in the most liberal newspapers, the obligatory conservative op-ed columnist or two. The New York Times, for example, has recently hired William Kristol as a conservative columnist.
Still, the overall make-up of the editorial staff of most major metropolitan newspapers is liberal. That, in fact, is acceptable up to a point, problematic though it is in it's own right. Where it becomes increasingly problematic is when editorial positions tend to bleed, as they all too often seem to do, into the major front-page news stories. In the case of those politicians and candidates a papers editorial board might be more inclined to support, any negative story concerning them might in many cases end up buried in the back pages, if not altogether ignored.
It has been validly stated, for example, that the Clinton-Lewinsky scandal might well have ended up so buried or otherwise ignored were it not for the efforts of Matt Drudge.
In what might be an attempt at damage control, the New York Times ombudsman has written this article denouncing at least the more salacious and unsubstantiated allegations of the original story. Nevertheless, damage to the Times overall credibility might be irreparable for at least the short term.
Is the Times original story author an Obama/Clinton/Democratic Party supporter? While there is no definitive proof of this, it is certainly easy to jump to that conclusion. After all, there is no definitive proof of the allegations against McCain within this front-page “news” article. Just a series of allegations, wholly unproven and unsubstantiated, derived mainly from anonymous sources said to be former aids who experienced a falling out with the Senator.
If the same author happened unexpectedly to walk into a room where Barak Obama was in the process of devouring a live infant, one wonders what his response would be. Would he write a story about the experience? Would the Times publish it? More than likely, they would. Their journalistic integrity might compel them to. By the same token, the story might well end up buried well into the middle of the paper-maybe under the gourmet food section.
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The Emma Beck Story
It ended with her death by suicide, which took place the night before her thirty-first birthday, by hanging. She left a suicide note detailing her reason as being regret over having earlier aborted her twins. According to her mother, she did not really want to do this, but was pushed to it by her boyfriend.
"I see now I would have made a good mum," the Cornwall artist said, going on to explain that she wanted to be with her babies, that they needed her. No one else did.
Now, the hospital that performed the abortion is under fire for failure to provide sufficient counseling services, according to the deceased woman's own mother. The hospital expressed the view that they provided all they could under the circumstances at the time, but will now change their policy. In the meantime, they refuse to provide the names of the two doctors involved in the procedure.
It stands to reason that in any procedure such as this, counseling should be made readily available. This should be true even in the case of rape or incest, and even when the mother's life is at stake. Abortion is a life altering procedure for the woman involved, regardless of the circumstances of the pregnancy to be terminated, and the flood of emotions in the context of such an abrupt and drastic physiological biochemical disruption is undoubtedly profound.
Yet, there are those here in the United States who object to any calls to insure the provision of counseling services or to provide all relevant information that might give one pause in going ahead with an abortion. To some extent, the concerns might be well-founded. There is a legitimate concern that some such laws would be overly restrictive and intrusive.
Yet, it seems obvious that many such objections are self-serving on the part of the Pro-choice advocates as well.
The bottom line is, any woman who seeks to undergo an abortion needs to be confronted with the realities of the choices she is about to make. She should be given access to all relevant information in the way of known facts. This would include the potential emotional as well as physical consequences of abortion.
Clinics and hospitals are, by their nature, science based and tend to be cold and void of emotion. They almost have to be. It is a part of their training. They have to deal with life and death issues on some level on a daily basis in many if not most cases.
By the same token, counseling and other support is a given in a hospital setting in which it is determined that, for example, a certain person has inoperable cancer and only has six months to live. What doctor would give a person that kind of information and then shrug his shoulders and say, "well, that's life. Have a nice day."
Abortion should be treated in the same way as any other medical procedure. To deny the potentially drastic consequences of such a drastic operation, and to fail to give the patient any and all relevant information in order to insure that she has made a decision based on a grounding awareness of the facts, is both criminal and immoral.
The true shame of it is that this should even be subject for debate.
"I see now I would have made a good mum," the Cornwall artist said, going on to explain that she wanted to be with her babies, that they needed her. No one else did.
Now, the hospital that performed the abortion is under fire for failure to provide sufficient counseling services, according to the deceased woman's own mother. The hospital expressed the view that they provided all they could under the circumstances at the time, but will now change their policy. In the meantime, they refuse to provide the names of the two doctors involved in the procedure.
It stands to reason that in any procedure such as this, counseling should be made readily available. This should be true even in the case of rape or incest, and even when the mother's life is at stake. Abortion is a life altering procedure for the woman involved, regardless of the circumstances of the pregnancy to be terminated, and the flood of emotions in the context of such an abrupt and drastic physiological biochemical disruption is undoubtedly profound.
Yet, there are those here in the United States who object to any calls to insure the provision of counseling services or to provide all relevant information that might give one pause in going ahead with an abortion. To some extent, the concerns might be well-founded. There is a legitimate concern that some such laws would be overly restrictive and intrusive.
Yet, it seems obvious that many such objections are self-serving on the part of the Pro-choice advocates as well.
The bottom line is, any woman who seeks to undergo an abortion needs to be confronted with the realities of the choices she is about to make. She should be given access to all relevant information in the way of known facts. This would include the potential emotional as well as physical consequences of abortion.
Clinics and hospitals are, by their nature, science based and tend to be cold and void of emotion. They almost have to be. It is a part of their training. They have to deal with life and death issues on some level on a daily basis in many if not most cases.
By the same token, counseling and other support is a given in a hospital setting in which it is determined that, for example, a certain person has inoperable cancer and only has six months to live. What doctor would give a person that kind of information and then shrug his shoulders and say, "well, that's life. Have a nice day."
Abortion should be treated in the same way as any other medical procedure. To deny the potentially drastic consequences of such a drastic operation, and to fail to give the patient any and all relevant information in order to insure that she has made a decision based on a grounding awareness of the facts, is both criminal and immoral.
The true shame of it is that this should even be subject for debate.
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
The Irresistable Force vs The Immovable Object
Hillary Clinton took time out from her busy campaign schedule to appear at today's State Of The Black Union, an annual gab-fest of black leaders hosted by radio talk show host Tavis Smiley, held this year in New Orleans.
Before she appeared, she faced criticism from some of the conference participants, notably the Reverend Al Sharpton and comedian, civil rights activist Dick Gregory. The criticism is based partly on rumors to the effect that the Clinton campaign is in the process of contacting super-delegates to this year's up-coming Democratic National Convention in Denver urging them to vote for Hillary, despite what the voters in their own districts and precincts decided in the various primaries and caucuses.
It was not polite criticism, especially when it veered toward a discussion of the allegedly racist tone of Bill Clinton is support of his wife.
I watched some of this (during commercials between segments of The Shield) and wondered how Mrs. Clinton would comport herself when it came her time to speak. Surely, I reasoned, she must be backstage hearing all of this.
Well, if she was, it certainly didn't show. She seemed very well composed. In fact, she seemed a little too composed. After a brief address, she was questioned by Smiley, at which point she gave a logical if self-serving explanation as to her drive to convince super delegates to vote for her based on her own assessment that she was the better candidate of the two.
She pointed out that if Ted Kennedy, a super-delegate who supports Obama, were to vote in accordance with the wishes of his state, then he would vote for her, not for Obama, as he most obviously will do.
Then, she apologized for Bill and for any misunderstandings, pointing out his history as president. He, according to her, "lifted more people out of poverty than any other president in recent history."
She was apparently so unruffled and composed during her appearance, once thought came to mind. Stepford Wife.
And therein is the entire problem with the Hillary Clinton candidacy. It's not the message, in this case, it's the messenger.
Anyone that gets a chance to review her appearance should be struck by one fact. She does not compare well with her husband. Listen to her words. Bill Clinton could say the same words, utter the same phrases, word for word and line for line, and would have people on their feet, constantly interrupting him with applause and cheering.
The exact same words from Hillary Clinton draws polite applause, but nothing earth shattering. There is no love within her base of support to match the visceral hatred for her that exists on the Right. Her effect on her supporters is cerebral. There is no feeling. With Bill, the words reach into your heart and flood your mind with a million rationalizations.
It is not likely that Hillary convinced anyone by her appearance here. It is not likely that anyone turned against Barak Obama due to his failure to attend. After all, the man had a campaign appearance somewhere, another rally where he was needed to woo the crowds.
Hillary's appearance came across as one meant to mend fences. Unfortunately, she seems to have put the fence between her and her base of supporters. You know, that herd that has already crossed over into Obama territory via the huge gaping hole created by Bill Clinton's tantrums. He doesn't seem to do so well, after all, when he is campaigning for anybody other than himself. Maybe Al Gore knew what he was doing in 2000.
At any rate, Barak Obama was criticized earlier by Tavis Smiley for his failure to attend, but it has been pointed out that these are the people who earlier floated the idea that Barak isn't an "authentic black".
Now who is being racist? Well, since Barak is actually of mixed race, his mother being a white American, his father being a black imigrant from Kenya who deserted the family when Barak was a young lad, it is easy to see what they were getting at.
Now, however, Smiley is besieged of late by Obama supporters, many of who, according to Smiley, have sent him angry, threatening e-mails, and even gone so far in some cases as to threaten his life. They have even threatened his mother.
Where could it all lead to, this Obama cult of personality? I think that if Obama does fail to get the nomination, it could cause a massive disruption and division within the Democratic Party. Perhaps Hillary's appearance was meant to forestall that eventuality, to at least mute it somewhat. That, in fact, was indeed the main gist of her prepared remarks at the conference. The Democratic party, whoever the nominee, should remain united to "take our country back".
Clinton could still easily win the nomination. She still leads in the polls in Ohio and Texas, though Obama is closing the gap especially in the latter state. If she can win those two and go on to win Pennsylvania, she is back in the race. It could well be that Kentucky, my state, might well award the final winning vote tally in delegates.
If she does win, it is almost incumbent on her to choose Obama as her running mate. Would he accept? What if he got it in his head that she convinced many super-delegates that she would gladly ask Obama to be her running mate if she got the nomination? Would he join in with her for the good of the party? Would he decline? Would it make any difference to many if not most of his supporters?
Of course, Obama at this stage seems to have an advantage. He is the front runner, ahead in victories and overall delegate count.
What if he gets the nomination? Then, what if he loses? What would be the reaction among people who make threats against a black talk show host who is, in fact, a noted liberal and black activist? What if the word circulates to the effect, accurate or not, that there were irregularites at the polls reminiscent of Florida in 2000 and Ohio in 2004?
Would there be massive demonstrations, possibly even riots, with violence and destruction of property?
For that matter, what if he wins? Could this lead to a repeat performance of what happened in the city of Chicago when the home team Bulls won-not lost-the NBA tournament more than a decade ago?
I don't even want to think of what the result would be if he were assassinated.
Before she appeared, she faced criticism from some of the conference participants, notably the Reverend Al Sharpton and comedian, civil rights activist Dick Gregory. The criticism is based partly on rumors to the effect that the Clinton campaign is in the process of contacting super-delegates to this year's up-coming Democratic National Convention in Denver urging them to vote for Hillary, despite what the voters in their own districts and precincts decided in the various primaries and caucuses.
It was not polite criticism, especially when it veered toward a discussion of the allegedly racist tone of Bill Clinton is support of his wife.
I watched some of this (during commercials between segments of The Shield) and wondered how Mrs. Clinton would comport herself when it came her time to speak. Surely, I reasoned, she must be backstage hearing all of this.
Well, if she was, it certainly didn't show. She seemed very well composed. In fact, she seemed a little too composed. After a brief address, she was questioned by Smiley, at which point she gave a logical if self-serving explanation as to her drive to convince super delegates to vote for her based on her own assessment that she was the better candidate of the two.
She pointed out that if Ted Kennedy, a super-delegate who supports Obama, were to vote in accordance with the wishes of his state, then he would vote for her, not for Obama, as he most obviously will do.
Then, she apologized for Bill and for any misunderstandings, pointing out his history as president. He, according to her, "lifted more people out of poverty than any other president in recent history."
She was apparently so unruffled and composed during her appearance, once thought came to mind. Stepford Wife.
And therein is the entire problem with the Hillary Clinton candidacy. It's not the message, in this case, it's the messenger.
Anyone that gets a chance to review her appearance should be struck by one fact. She does not compare well with her husband. Listen to her words. Bill Clinton could say the same words, utter the same phrases, word for word and line for line, and would have people on their feet, constantly interrupting him with applause and cheering.
The exact same words from Hillary Clinton draws polite applause, but nothing earth shattering. There is no love within her base of support to match the visceral hatred for her that exists on the Right. Her effect on her supporters is cerebral. There is no feeling. With Bill, the words reach into your heart and flood your mind with a million rationalizations.
It is not likely that Hillary convinced anyone by her appearance here. It is not likely that anyone turned against Barak Obama due to his failure to attend. After all, the man had a campaign appearance somewhere, another rally where he was needed to woo the crowds.
Hillary's appearance came across as one meant to mend fences. Unfortunately, she seems to have put the fence between her and her base of supporters. You know, that herd that has already crossed over into Obama territory via the huge gaping hole created by Bill Clinton's tantrums. He doesn't seem to do so well, after all, when he is campaigning for anybody other than himself. Maybe Al Gore knew what he was doing in 2000.
At any rate, Barak Obama was criticized earlier by Tavis Smiley for his failure to attend, but it has been pointed out that these are the people who earlier floated the idea that Barak isn't an "authentic black".
Now who is being racist? Well, since Barak is actually of mixed race, his mother being a white American, his father being a black imigrant from Kenya who deserted the family when Barak was a young lad, it is easy to see what they were getting at.
Now, however, Smiley is besieged of late by Obama supporters, many of who, according to Smiley, have sent him angry, threatening e-mails, and even gone so far in some cases as to threaten his life. They have even threatened his mother.
Where could it all lead to, this Obama cult of personality? I think that if Obama does fail to get the nomination, it could cause a massive disruption and division within the Democratic Party. Perhaps Hillary's appearance was meant to forestall that eventuality, to at least mute it somewhat. That, in fact, was indeed the main gist of her prepared remarks at the conference. The Democratic party, whoever the nominee, should remain united to "take our country back".
Clinton could still easily win the nomination. She still leads in the polls in Ohio and Texas, though Obama is closing the gap especially in the latter state. If she can win those two and go on to win Pennsylvania, she is back in the race. It could well be that Kentucky, my state, might well award the final winning vote tally in delegates.
If she does win, it is almost incumbent on her to choose Obama as her running mate. Would he accept? What if he got it in his head that she convinced many super-delegates that she would gladly ask Obama to be her running mate if she got the nomination? Would he join in with her for the good of the party? Would he decline? Would it make any difference to many if not most of his supporters?
Of course, Obama at this stage seems to have an advantage. He is the front runner, ahead in victories and overall delegate count.
What if he gets the nomination? Then, what if he loses? What would be the reaction among people who make threats against a black talk show host who is, in fact, a noted liberal and black activist? What if the word circulates to the effect, accurate or not, that there were irregularites at the polls reminiscent of Florida in 2000 and Ohio in 2004?
Would there be massive demonstrations, possibly even riots, with violence and destruction of property?
For that matter, what if he wins? Could this lead to a repeat performance of what happened in the city of Chicago when the home team Bulls won-not lost-the NBA tournament more than a decade ago?
I don't even want to think of what the result would be if he were assassinated.
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